Friday, January 15, 2021

From John Clinch to Jon Clinch

 From John Clinch to Jon Clinch

     My last name is Clinch: I got it from my dad, which he got from his grandfather; this happened because my dad was legally adopted by my my great-grandfather around 1953; I never met him, (nor my younger biological grandfather, with a much more common surname) but he was Pops to my dad; he was named Guy. He died years before I was born, maybe around 1962.  He was born in the late 1890s, some 130 years ago. He was born in Massachusetts, one of the oldest states of the United States. The Clinch line of Guy Clinch traces back to the Maritime provinces of Canada, like New Brunswick and Nova Scotia, and before that Ireland, and before that England. This goes back a few hundred years, maybe before Christopher Columbus. Perhaps we go back to the Round Table of the Knights of King Arthur? Likely they did not exist, but who knows? Arthur Clinch, perhaps, once upon a time... We all descend from God anyhow, we are all of noble birth no matter our progenitors...

     Mysteries abound about us Clinches, like the rest of humanity, like the rest of the human family. Most of us know a lot less about all of us than we would care to admit. What do you or I know about the people of Madagascar, for example, or of the thousands of islands with their peoples in remote spots like Mayotte or the Comoros, Reunion or the Seychelles or Mauritius? Some could kayak those distances from the giant behemoth Madagascar laying across the edge of the Indian Ocean, a true marvel of nature and science, a sheer terrestrial beauty. An island so long and huge that we would have a hard time walking its mere width let alone its length. Why would anyone wish to walk it, you may ask? Why not? Why do anything?

    There are a few Clinches who are better known than the rest of us lesser known ones. One is an author who I found in the public library a few years ago. (No relation to me that I know of.) He wrote a book called Finn, based on Huck Finn and his rather sordid father as a well crafted prequel of the Tom Sawyer and Huckleberry Finn iconic characters, in the world of the 19th century Mississippi river valley heartland; classic tales of the ubiquitous Mark Twain, the pen name of Samuel Clemens.  Clinch created a buzz about this 2007 book, making a name for himself on the literary scene. I just read another of his prequels called Marley, about the characters in the lead up to the classic Dickens novel A Christmas Carol. This John Clinch is a bit ambitious, or at least his subject matter of authors is. Bravo for him, try the books at your own peril. He has written other fiction as well.

    My father has written some fiction, too, the more acclaimed book drawing on Clinch family history. Nothing to dramatic, but original and creative. The best attention and praise came from Morgan Freeman and his people. Yes, The Morgan Freeman, actor extraordinaire. Not bad for a career electrician.

   John to Jon: 1800s to 1900s


    So, about the two Jon Clinches, as mentioned in the title: (the first named John). For the record, I am confident that the first one mentioned, a man named John Clinch, was most likely born in the state of New York as the above-mentioned author happens to hail from. The author described graduated college, maybe from Syracuse?, in 1976, as an indicator of his age. If 22 then, being born in the mid 1950s, he is now about 70 or so. The older John Clinch, on the other hand, from the 1800s, was most likely the younger one, in the life sense of age, because he died in the Commonwealth of Virginia around 1864. His grave is marked rather honorably but isolated in the periphery of the city Richmond, in a large field of Civil War tombs by a small church, far from anywhere. Not forgotten by me, where I randomly (sort of) came to this graves among hundreds, at yet another lonely field where thousands were laid. This solemn site is located near major battles waged of the North versus the South in the climax of the Union's troops approaching the capital of the South, in and around many skirmishes, battles, firefights, and lives lost as the time known as Cold Harbor.

     Many men died, on both sides,  most good and a few bad, and that John Clinch was one of them. I would wager he was good. Eternally young, maybe 21, or 25, or lucky to be in his thirties. Did he have a wife and children? Certainly he had siblings and parents, and friends. Some claim that institutional racism is still rampant in 2020 in the United States of America, but the price of freedom is not cheap, certainly a costly price for the freedom of the slaves. John Clinch was one of hundreds of thousands of martyrs to that cause of the Abraham Lincoln era constitutional amendments guaranteeing the rights of citizenship of all people, regardless of race. Freedom has not been free for Americans. It has been paid for, sacrificed for, bled for, fought for, over, and over. And admittedly, most battles are not literal, as this soldier's, but a daily, monthly, yearly, lifetime of working and toiling.

     Like Jon Clinch, the buried soldier of the 1860s, and Jon Clinch still living in 2021, the creative writer, these Americans, who share my less than usual last name, are persons that have given to the cause of freedom and creativity, thought and circumspection.
 
    I become circumspect every time, well not every time, but most of the time, that I regard a grave of a soldier or Marine or someone laying upon the shallow crust of the earth, the resting places of the mere mortals who suffered to give their lives for a greater cause. Jesus had many words for these souls. Believe them or not, the proclamations of glory are real, God-powered or no, secular or otherwise.

    Jon Clinch, John Clinch, Guy Clinch, my father, me. 

    We all have contributed our parts of our respective lives, our actions or legacies, big or small, our books, our testaments, our air above the ground and the molecules beneath it.
    

Wednesday, January 13, 2021

Crazy, Crazy, Crazy

 Crazy, Crazy, Crazy

There are different kind of crazies, we all know that. Sometimes we feel a little unhinged, a little on the crazy side, which may be normal for most of us. A temporary sensation of euphoria, catatonia, or some other exotic and extreme feeling, usually good, but not always, but

We all know there is real mental illness, that strikes many of us, young or old, strong or infirm, in any way, in many ways...
 
Then there are things and situations that are weird, odd, or strange, that we deem "crazy".

Like the U.S. government this past week.

Crazy, crazy, crazy.
 
 


Friday, January 8, 2021

My Thing with Country Music

My Thing with Country Music

A lot of my life I have not been a fan of country music. Sometimes it annoys me, sometimes it wears me down. But this is the same of all types of music that I can tend to like more than this genre, like rock, jazz, classical, R and B, and other music. Some or a lot of anything can be annoying or tiresome.

But, at this point of my life (half a century, no small feat), I think that I may have a deeper, more nuanced relationship or reaction to country music and its sound[s]. Growing up with parents who were not fans or aficionados of this music certainly was an influence, but unlike them who grew up in the 1940s Boston area, they raised me in 1970s Bloomington in south central Indiana, a small college town surrounded by a lot of country. There were us town kids who did not have any particular regional accent, but close by in every direction were the kids from the country, where southern Hoosier or Kentucky accents and drawls abounded.

Now, when my oldest daughter saw the title I tried to give her the thought of this blog post in a nutshell, and how I was exposed or intermixing with country kids, some of whom stayed in my house as foster kids, and others that I went to school with and others at church, but it was not just this label or identity on them that drove me a little country crazy. I recently have thought there was more to it than my view on the others surrounding me that country music reminded me of. It was more about me, and where I saw myself.

Thinking about the outside world, I am pretty sure that I appreciated my home state and the state on the East Coast of my parents, but I did not necessarily want to remain there, or be stuck. I am pretty sure that I felt destined to go other places.

Country music, like many around me, was too much home, too insular, making me feel claustrophobic, perhaps. I grew up with parents from 900 miles away, next to the ocean. They had both traveled and lived in West Africa, a place they regarded with fondness.

Too much Hoosier seemed a bit confining to me. Far from the sea, far from major cities, or mountains, or foreign exotic locales, I think country music signified that I was back in the place of no escape.

I am definitely psycho-analyzing myself, and perhaps others; perhaps using my blog entries as a means to arrive at deeper or more ambiguous truths about myself or others, but I may have been afraid of being trapped; country music possibly signified the entrapment to me.
 
When we are little, or older, at whatever age, we realize our limitations and constraints and many of us seek for a greater freedom or liberty, the feeling of empowerment and strength to do and go where ever we want.
 
There are stylistic aspects of country music (again, many genres) that I could go over, and cross-reference, but I wanted to speak out on this part for now.
 
I grew up surrounded by country. I wanted more than the local populations of farmers, trailers, country music, the rolling hills and creeks...  I am not trying to insult or offend the people and places of my home county, and the surrounding more rural counties... I am trying to tell you and me that I wanted things beyond that. I wanted to go around, see some more. Rock and other music gives me that, very often.
 
And then again, thinking of he music itself, there is all the twanginess... The heartfelt melancholy does strike some chords... And there are for sure many country songs that I like all these years later, but at a price.
 
Who knows all the reasons we like what we like? Or how often we like it?
 
There are many beautiful country songs and artists, that is for sure. There are tremendous hits and not so known hits that I cherish and adore. I will save those for another post. 

In many ways "country" is home, and going back to it nostalgic and rich. In my poor, broken heart. I can handle some doses in it, after escaping the confines of my youth and southern Indiana.


Thursday, January 7, 2021

The Good, Bad, and Ugly of American Democracy January 2021

The Good, Bad, and Ugly of American Democracy January 2021

The day of and the day after the U.S. presidential electoral count, Thursday, 7th of January. 
 
Yesterday was something else. God rest the souls of those who perished. They were doing something that they believed in. Two women, two men. One death, by bullet of law enforcement, was due to illegal trespassing and some unruliness within a place that the victim broke into. Time will tell how that came about. The other three seemed to be health issues exacerbated by stressful times. Stressful. Yeah.
 
U.S. Congress
 
They stayed up later than me, the congress people of my country. Love it or leave it. I still love it, warts and all. At 2 pm, a bit after I retired (I had naps prior while trying to watch some of the highlights and low lights of the day and night of the 6th) a 63 year-old man from Maryland and a 37 year-old from Texas almost came to fisticuffs, others had to break up the potential blows. Yes, one was Republican and the other Democrat, one apparently accused the other of being a liar. What else would you expect? Two democrats from Chicago or two republicans from Florida?

Tough times. Unusual pressures of the current democratic transition. Not as peaceful as what many wanted. Better heads prevailed in that fight. Better heads will prevail. In God we trust. E pluribus unum.

Some say China and other foreigners are happy with this ugly contention in the United States, that we appear weak to so many "lesser" or "greater" governments. Aren't we, the mighty U.S. of A, supposed to be the best? The strongest, most exemplary Constitutional republic ever?

Are we not the best and the biggest?

Maybe not on either count. Britain, Germany, certainly Norway or New Zealand might be better, Russia is bigger in territory, China and India bigger in population.

Maybe it is just the military and economy, stupid. Or one of those. Perhaps neither. Perhaps we are a bunch of hot air.

Maybe the British are hiding a ton or mega ton of bitcoins, bullion, older Sterling silver pieces, Spanish pesetas, and other treasures of once plundered dynasties and empires. Those crazy English and Scots, and a few assorted Welsh and some Irish-lites (Northerners), and their adopted nationals from India, Pakistan, Bangladesh, Poland, Ghana, Guadaloupe, and Jamaica, are still taking over the world, always. Sure, the European Union was holding them down. Maybe their royal finances are far beyond what we know. Perhaps the United Kingdom is the richest of them all. Or Germany.

I digress. This is supposed to be about the former colonists on this side of the Pond.

America. The Beautiful.

There was a lot of ugliness yesterday, but I derive some good from the mayhem and craziness. We survived it, the Congressional Senators and representatives weathered it rather well. Law enforcement took some bruises, were largely unprepared. Things took shape in a better fashion soon enough.

Look on, Turkey and China, hell on earth North Korea, and Japan, Russia and Ukraine, Mexico and Brazil. We get things wrong. A lot. Saudi Arabia, Egypt, Argentina, Indonesia and Philippines, behold your great big uncle, the States. We can be really ugly. Look how many die in the pandemic! Terrible.

But, we own our mistakes and foibles and tragedies, and we move on.

This is a living, breathing, altering, progressing, more open than not democratic republic, and we care and we cry and we get dirty. We have a lot of good, a lot of bad, and quite a share of ugly. Millions still lie, cheat, and steal to get here.

We show our charms and ugliness, all the time. A big, bad, awful, inspiring, reality show. We live this way, with all the mistakes, because we are indeed great.

There are better and smarter and smoother and more efficient countries out there, but the American people speak, have spoken, and will continue to speak under the rights of the Constitution, law breakers be damned. Freedom of expression and assembly guaranteed, for centuries. Even when stupidly misguided.

Don't tread on me.

Take that, you fringe crazies that break the laws... Scofflaws, outlaws, criminals, vigilantes, and vagrants. Free to be you, until you go too far.

See you on the cameras and the courts, and a few of you behind bars.

Rage on, America. The truth is marching on.

What are you thinking about?

What are you thinking about?

At the end of my two year mission I had my last companion ask me (in Spanish), " What are you thinking about?" 
 
I wanted to stay on the task of our mission and avoid getting into potentially mushy stuff, because the truth was I was anticipating returning to the United States, and the number one thing or person on my mind was a young lady that I had fancied for some time, and he, the companion, was cognizant that she existed, I think. I was sure he was not interested in those thoughts.
 
But I would typically respond, " I am thinking about the Perez family tonight, that we should see at 7 pm, and then hopefully after them Gerardo at 8 or so." Stay on task, elder. Let's talk about other things, right? Other than just my inner thoughts, c'mon ...

He bugged me a  lot because he usually would retort, " No, but what are you really thinking about?" 

Argh! Like I wasn't telling the truth about what I had already told him, and that I was really thinking about a whole range of other things, which might have been true, but I did not want to get into it much with him. Don't get me wrong, there were a lot we could discuss together, but there were things about his prying that bothered me. He helped prepare me to go home. The story goes back further between he and I (him and me? English...) before we had been assigned as companions in the mission field, our friendship had started almost a year earlier.

All that to ask you, the reader: What are you thinking about?
 
I would think about a lot of things back then as a newly turning 21 year-old: small, medium, and super-sized. For instance, I would think how I was at the right weight, like 185 or 190, that maybe my patriarchal blessing received two years before from Patriarch Lloyd Taysom proclaimed that I would go on the mission healthy and return healthy. What I thought about in between those times was how I got seriously sick at one point and maybe dropped into the 160s, losing a ton of muscle, and then a few months later in a different area gaining a lot of weight, still being able to do 19-20 pull ups, which is no small feat. I might have weighed north of 200 pounds, because I think I recall being above 96 kilos, which would be 200 plus.

How often do we think about our weight? Every day? 10 times a day? Every time we eat? Likely for a lot of us.

How much do we think about food? Body temperature? Money? Our significant others? Our children? God? Prayer. Praying. Music and specific songs, or artists. Books? Stories? Our eyes? Our ears? Do we think of distinct parts of of our body, like our stomach, hair, nose, or other parts.
 
How much do we think about entertainment like television shows, movies, books, magazines, podcasts, blogs, news items? 
 
How much do we think about politics? Domestic and federal issues. Crime? Area threats or problems?

How often do we think about what we believe? Or what we do with with our beliefs or practices? How often to we try to change our thoughts, some that we think may be damaging?
 
Do we think that some of our thoughts are sinful? Virtuous? Neutral? How much do we think about not thinking about some things?

Do we worry what we think about? How do we think, what do we think, and how long do we think about things? Do we dwell too much on the past, or the present, or the future?

What is the proper balance of thoughts toward all the things that we try to balance in our minds.

No answers here, just thoughts.

What are your thoughts on the subject?

What do you think?

What are you thinking about?

What are you really thinking about?




Wednesday, January 6, 2021

Read a Book about the Sea: What is Out There?

Read a Book about the Sea: What is Out There?

My wife is reading the book Endurance, about Shackleton's crazy adventure in the far South Seas/ antarctic. That is sweet, recommended by my oldest daughter. I love reading in general, but books about real life and places that we may never see or experience is amazing. It helps the mind enfold and understand, I believe.

We, all of us humans, have to read and learn about the sea. It is part of who we are, because our planet is composed of it, and we need to know what the toils and beauties of it are. It is vast. A bit like space, too, and science and science fiction stories help us there.

The salt and fresh water seas are there in literature for us to engage in: Herman Melville, not just Moby Dick but the classic Billy Budd, Sailor. The travel author Paul Theroux does quite a bit about the sea and oceanic places, I need to read more. He likes to kayak on some it. Jack London wrote Sea Wolf, a fun read. Many of us have read versions of Robinson Crusoe, a bit about the ocean, by default. Or the classic Lord of the Flies.
 
There are many more, but we must read them. Life and existence without the oceans and the seas is rather only part of the story of who we are.
 
What have you read about the ocean? Have you written about it?
 
Space is out there, too, another vast expanse to navigate. 

Like the endless oceans of literature to choose from...

Enter at your own risk, and come out like Ernest Hemingway, no more worn for the wear.

The Old Man and the Sea, and all the Arthur C. Clarke books...

Dive in, and see you back at dinner. Maybe.



IU Football Season through the Pandemic: Silver Linings Despite Bowl Loss

IU Football Season through the Pandemic: Silver Linings Despite Bowl Loss

    Four days after the loss to Ole Miss in the Tampa Bay Outback Bowl, 20-26, we realize that this was a very good season for the Indiana Hoosier football team. We (I, the eternal IU optimist) are grateful that they played what they did. They are still sitting on only 3 bowl wins all time, and the losses are piling up. (Bowl losses are better than nothing, because lack of bowls is worse, in so many ways: practice, budget, recruiting...)

They lost the bowl more or less in the first half by not scoring enough, trailing 13-3. It got worse before getting better in the second half, down 20-6. IU came back and tied it and I thought we were going to finish with a win (finally! since 1991 when I heard the game on the radio) but Ole Miss made some killer plays to a back up quarterback and score a quick touch down. IU could not match it the other way, as it did against Penn St. the first game of the season.

Silver linings galore, I loved it.

1. Despite starting off way too slow against opening conference and season game Nittany Lions, having no warm up games against non-conference foes, IU came back late and won by a centimeter (favorable ruling) in Over Time. Wow. Second win over PSU ever. Huge come back, I had given up.

2. We beat Michigan. I repeat: WE BEAT MICHIGAN! Oh, for the second time in my life. This felt so good.

3. We beat Wisconsin, even without the regular QB Penix, out for the season with injury.

4. We beat Michigan State. Blanked them!

5. We played a close come back against top ranked Ohio State, to lose by only 7; despite not being able to stop their run, which killed us as well as some passes, runs by Fields the QB hurt, it was a respectable loss which looked as though it may not have been.

6. We handled Rutgers and Maryland, as we are supposed to do.

7. We did not lose to Purdue. However, we did not play Purdue, which actually would have been better, win or even lose, because second string QB Jack Tuttle would have gotten more real game reps to prepare for whichever bowl opponent he would play, which ended up being a 4-5 SEC team anyway. Now 5-5, good for Lane Kiffin down there.

8. IU is poised to go at it again in 2021, with a healthy Penix and others, like Marcelino Ball (lost all season to injury) and I hope we can play up and win like 10 or so, maybe even knock off those Buckeyes, and smush the runts. What is next season looking like?
 
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2021 Football Schedule

Scheduled Games

  • Sep 4 (Sat) TBA
    Big Ten
    at
    Iowa City, Iowa
  • Sep 11 (Sat) TBA
    vs
    Bloomington, Ind.
  • Sep 18 (Sat) TBA
    Bloomington, Ind.
  • Sep 25 (Sat) TBA
    Bowling Green, Ky.
  • Oct 2 (Sat) TBA
    Big Ten
    College Park, Md.
  • Oct 9 (Sat) TBA
    Big Ten
    Ann Arbor, MI
  • Oct 16 (Sat) TBA
    Big Ten
    vs
    Bloomington, Ind.
  • Oct 30 (Sat) TBA
    Big Ten
    University Park, Pa.
  • Nov 6 (Sat) TBA
    Big Ten
    Bloomington, Ind.
  • Nov 13 (Sat) TBA
    Big Ten
    Bloomington, Ind.
  • Nov 20 (Sat) TBA
    Big Ten
    Bloomington, Ind.
  • Nov 27 (Sat) TBA
    Big Ten
    at
    West Lafayette, Ind.
  • Dec 4 (Sat) TBA
    Indianapolis, Ind. (Lucas Oil Stadium)
Wow, not easy with a this season Cincinnati very good team, a bowl team in Western Kentucky, and Iowa and Minnesota from the BIG-10 West...

But if IU plays 12 games, gets to a bowl, and wins the bowl, that is all I need. 6 wins, 8 wins, or more.

Hoosiers.



Indiana Hoosiers Football Schedule

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2021 Indiana Football Schedule

Date   Opponent Time/TV Result
Saturday
Sep. 4
Iowa Football Schedule at Iowa HawkeyesKinnick Stadium, Iowa City, IA Time TBA ETTV TBA Buy Tickets
Saturday
Sep. 11
Idaho Vandals Football Schedule Idaho VandalsMemorial Stadium, Bloomington, IN Time TBA ETTV TBA Buy Tickets
Saturday
Sep. 18
Cincinnati Bearcats Football Schedule Cincinnati BearcatsMemorial Stadium, Bloomington, IN Time TBA ETTV TBA Buy Tickets
Saturday
Sep. 25
WKU Football Schedule at WKU HilltoppersHouchens-Smith Stadium, Bowling Green, KY Time TBA ETTV TBA
Saturday
Oct. 2
Maryland Football Schedule at Maryland TerrapinsMaryland Stadium, College Park, MD Time TBA ETTV TBA Buy Tickets
Saturday
Oct. 9
Michigan Football Schedule Michigan WolverinesMemorial Stadium, Bloomington, IN Time TBA ETTV TBA Buy Tickets
Saturday
Oct. 16
Rutgers Football Schedule Rutgers Scarlet KnightsMemorial Stadium, Bloomington, IN Time TBA ETTV TBA Buy Tickets
Saturday
Oct. 16

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Saturday
Oct. 30
Penn State Football Schedule at Penn State Nittany LionsBeaver Stadium, University Park, PA Time TBA ETTV TBA Buy Tickets
Saturday
Nov. 6
Ohio State Football Schedule Ohio State BuckeyesMemorial Stadium, Bloomington, IN Time TBA ETTV TBA Buy Tickets
Saturday
Nov. 13
Michigan State Football Schedule at Michigan State SpartansSpartan Stadium, East Lansing, MI Time TBA ETTV TBA Buy Tickets
Saturday
Nov. 20
Minnesota Golden Gophers Football Schedule Minnesota Golden GophersMemorial Stadium, Bloomington, IN Time TBA ETTV TBA Buy Tickets
Saturday
Nov. 27
Purdue Football Schedule at Purdue BoilermakersRoss-Ade Stadium, West Lafayette, IN Time TBA ETTV TBA Buy Tickets