Sunday, April 26, 2026

Not Who I Thought I Would Be; May I Be What God Wants

Not Who I Thought I Would Be; May I Be What God Wants me To Be

    Sometimes I can feel lowly, imperfect, and far from where I thought I should be. This is natural. But it has to be tempered by feelings of self-worth and esteem.

    Do we have feelings of a higher purpose, hopes and anticipations of reaching the higher plane?

    Yes.

    May it be so.

    May God make us how he designed us. May I focus on those things.

    And be right and good. Correct for the tasks at hand and for the long term.

Augusta to Augusta among the Rocks and Escarpments

Augusta to Augusta among the Rocks and Escarpments 

    Why Augusta? Why so?

    Because we moved there, some nine years ago.

    Nine years come, nine years go,

    Not quite ten, close enough to know.

    A decade will pass.


    We lived on a smaller cul-de-sac called Wicker, not much more than a mile away.

    Wicker, like the baskets or reeds of interwoven craftsmanship

    Underwater or above, as the jokes go.

    
    Suburban living is no joke, no fancy riddle

    Between the urban and the boonies,

    The urbane and the hayseeds


    Thus we live betwixt and between

    The ghettos and the hollers, the high rises and the prairies and mountain valleys

    Suburbia and its detritus, is we (are us).


    We moved to a bigger home, closer to the high school, separated by

    Augusta.  Road. Traversed by the stream, or rather partially dried creek

    Which meanders by our back yard area, with little rocks and stones.


    She left later that summer for a county called Rockingham, 

    But attended school in Augusta County, south of there, down the road

    Hence, Augusta to Augusta.


    August means great, or reverend, or some culminating thing of veneration.

    We were in the august time of the years of her childhood.

    She parted, between the rocks, which were Rockingham and Rockridge counties, to the north and the south.

    Rockridge, below, in the not totally august Shenandoah Valley, where Buena Vista, 

    as the locals butcher its pronunciation, is located.

    She and her sister went there, for some church social and activity says those of the youth...

    Southern Virginia University, just a generation old


    Within the culture of whom we have been bred and raised

    Based on tablets hidden for centuries and other such lore,

    Of Israelites and their tribes and destinies and outcomes beyond the 

    Empirical, scientific, quantifiable and known.

    Running throughout Utah and the greater Inter-Mountain West

    And now this rock that we inhabit, the third from the sun.


    Rocks and escarpments, crags and crevices,

    Stones and steeples made from caverns and cliffs and endless

    Rolling valleys, mountain chains, oceanic templates of tectonic masses,

    Frozen tundras and huge, vast airs of expanses through all the spheres of the 

    Earth's layers on up into the zero gravity of space,

    To the moon and beyond.

    That dead, mostly dead, lifeless, mostly lifeless, chunk of rock the width of Australia,

    Circling us, the bigger chunk of rock below, with our alleged iron core,

    And its heavy, and rather portentous, gravity.


    Rocks and stones are heavy, huge and massive. They become mountains,

    like the Appalachians, where she

    Began to explore.

    Climbing.

    Perusing,

    Pursuing.

    Thinking. Dreaming. Running, but more hiking, traipsing.

    Among the rocks and escarpments.

    From Augusta to Augusta

    From the Blue Ridge college, to the colored, or "red" bigger mountains 

    Centrally orientated 

    In a place called North America.

    August, weathered, snow capped, unconquered.

    Some ski their slopes, thinking they have mastered something 

    in nature, they have tempted and overcome the gravity

    Our massive orbital rock.


    We are just novices and neophytes here, just pilgrims and sojourners.

    Climbing, weaving, grasping, dancing, hiking, hepting,

    Huffing and puffing,

    From Augusta to Augusta,

    And nine years later, to the red rocks, the colored mountains

    The crags and peaks and pikes of the giant towers reaching the heavens,

    The ice and snows and rivulets that derive into bigger channels and flows and oceans across and beneath.

    Among the rocks and escarpments.

    Where we find ourselves now.


Saturday, April 25, 2026

Oceans Unknown - Unknown Oceans

 Oceans Unknown - Unknown Oceans

    How many oceans of the world are we destined to see, to know, to swim in, to breathe in, to get to know? How many oceans are there? Perhaps five.

    Some live and die and never see one. They may see some fresh water rivers or lakes, but they stay landlocked and never make it to the beach, or go on cruises or trans-oceanic voyages or fishing excursions.
    
    Out of the 8 billion on the planet today (2026), maybe 5 billion have been to the ocean, at least to one of its shores? Which continent has the most that do this? Likely Europe. Then North America.

    I grew up seeing and and swimming in the Atlantic Ocean. The world's second biggest. I did a few trips on boats on it, like a ferry from Nova Scotia to Maine, and and a whaler around the top of Cape Cod. We would go to beaches and places around the Cape. Nausett Beach. West Dennis. A few other beaches. I saw the Atlantic from Nova Scotia as small child. A squid among the rocks of the cold, shiny beach, there. Or the horse shoe crabs near the house of my grandparents in Quincy, Massachusetts.

    It was not till I was an adult that I saw and touched the great Pacific. It was down in the southern hemisphere, on the outskirts of Concepcion, Chile, by the Desembocadura, where the Bio Bio River emptied into the greatest mass of water on earth. Later, after my mission, where I smelled the fish and shellfish of Coronel, or the fish factories north of there, I swam at Chilean beaches like Cobquecura and Curanipe. And still later Coquimbo, or fourteen years later Vina del Mar. With wife and kids in tow.

    The Pacific I have now scene and swam in from Canada, British Colombia, Alaska, Hawai'i, Washington, a smidge of Oregon, and much of California and Mexico.

    I have scene and experience more of the Pacific, possibly than the Atlantic. But now I have been up and down the East Coast of the United States, and even seen it from Iceland, so I guess I am conversant with the Atlantic, too.

    I have not been to the Indian Ocean, nor the Arctic nor the Southern Ocean. Yet.
    I did see the Persian Gulf; I missed a beach party by it, and I did not take much advantage of its shores. Others of my group did. Some even went scuba diving.

    What other oceans must we visit? When will we get a chance?

    Should we seek them?

    You tell me.

Thursday, April 23, 2026

What is Up with these Short Posts? This is blog-fation, in the Time of Hormuz Uber Stratification

 What is Up with these Short Posts? This is blog-fation, in the Time of Hormuz Uber Stratification

    I am finally getting through the big book the Silk Road, by Peter Frankopan.

    Is this tetchy? (A word that Frankopan, a British citizen, methinks, wrote in page 470 or so. Lots about Iran, with plenty of Iraq and Afghanistan. The Cold War, i.e. U.S.S.R., and us, of course, made them important. Oil and the sea access. Strategic areas. Links, as the Silk Road has always been.

    April Glaspie gave tacit approval for Saddam Hussein to take Kuwait? Hmmmm....

    Harold Bloom loved literature of all types, both prose and poetry.

    I read up on what the Yalie prized and treasured. Oh, so much!

    The modern stuff surprised me.

    Bloom. Rest in Peace.

    Good, night, Poeta.

    Que descanse en paz, tambien.

    Estas in el sur de Chile, ? o que?

Only One Post with Pablo Neruda? ?Que lo que que?

 Only One Post with Pablo Neruda? ?Que lo que que?

    I searched for what I wrote back in 2019. It came up fast with keyword search of Neruda.

    Huh. Only one mention? I guess poetry is not in me that much.

    I write it more than I read it. But then again, there is music and lyrics.

She Loves Me. She Loves me Not. She loves me Again. Still. Be Still. She Loves Me!

 She Loves Me. She Loves me Not. She loves me Again. Still. Be Still. She Loves Me!

    She loved me years ago. I know she did. I know that she did.

    She did! I know it.

    Time passes, I get lazy, I show weaknesses, I fail and I can be less than what I have planned, or hoped, or what was in store.

    She wonders. No wonder.

    Does she love me? Some times it is hard.

    Are there hopes stunted, hopes deferred, hopes blunted, hopes inerred?

    Yes.

    So we continue on.

    Hoping for the the best hopes.

    And hopefully love.

Wednesday, April 22, 2026

She Wants to Flee

 She Wants to Flee

    Sometimes I feel that she wants to be anywhere,

    But with me.

    That is okay, I guess.

    She loves the moon, and the stars, and the outdoors.

    She craves the air, and the night, or the day, and the sights.

    She needs the outside, and its freedom, and promise.

    That is okay. That is great.

    It is a large part of what makes her, her.

    As long as she comes back, I cannot complain.

    Too much.