Did I Do Enough? Have I Done Well? Was I Who I Should Have Been?

    It is normal to question ourselves. Especially if we are going through hard times. My last two months have been somewhat difficult and disappointing. These times make me, like most people, wonder if I am good enough, smart enough, Have I tried hard enough? Was I too complacent? Did I commit too many errors? Are my priorities not correct? Did I spend too much time distracted from what is most important?

    Uff. 

    Did I make poor decisions this last year? Yes. Did I make mistakes, many of which should have been avoided? Of course. Have I had times of poor judgment and effort? Yes.

    After all this review, I realize that I did many good things, too. Overall, I did okay. I stayed above water. I lived, I loved, I tried to help others as I could.

    I believe in Jesus Christ and His Kingdom. I belong to it, and I have participated. I have asked for forgiveness , I have tried to achieve Oneness and reconciliation with Him and my family, fellow saints and brothers and sisters.

    I have hope.

    I will continue, I will persist.

    And we must look to Jesus and live. 

    Grateful for my life, my wife, my family, my nation, and leaders, beyond faults and problems.

    I must be centered and at peace. I will go forward and be grateful, content.

    And God oversees us all. I trust in Him, and His plan.

    Blog on.