Sunday, March 22, 2026

Ebal and Gerizim

 Ebal and Gerizim

    The two ancient hills confront each other, facing off, looking and gazing toward the other morning and night. They sat in the plain of the ancient land for millennia: they sit standing, gazing upon each other still. In the 21st century. They await a greater destiny. World events and happenings will come upon them in our future.
    
    It is not the stones of the mountains, these Palestinian or Canaanite hills, that stare down the other. It is their spirits. Spirits and even demons of the past, present, and future.

    Abraham, the faithful, came here from the Mesopotamian plains, from Ur and Babel of the river valleys and wadis far to the east. He came more directly from Haran in the north, in the great lands of Asia Minor, Anatolia. Making his way to the Promised Land.

    The two mountains stood facing each other north and south, for millions of years, some say, scientists posit that the earth and our solar system developed as such. But then come the Hebrews, and perhaps before them the Zoroastrians, and the One God Jehovah, also known as Yahweh, created our first fathers, Father Adam and Mother Eve. Then Shem, and Methuselah, and Noah, till our Father of Nations, Abraham, husband of Hagar and Sarah, went through the land to make it his. And God's, according to tradition.

    As Abraham approached the mountains heading south from Anatolia, on the plains of Esdraelon, he noted the rocks in the clefs of Ebal from afar off. The water had been good in these parts, as opposed to the hills and valleys of much of the way thus far. What would later be known as Syria and Lebanon, he had moved on because of the lack of propitiousness of their natures. Not charged enough, not sound enough. Not evincing the right will of God. Even though the verdant rolling slopes of the future Golan Heights impressed him, Abraham knew it was not the right place.

    Something about craggy Ebal, and the lush Gerizim to the south behind it, as they, his small party, swooped forward, back and forth from left to right, with their camels and donkeys, rising and falling on the valley floor away from the sea to the west, made him stir within himself. But as he often would, he was not entirely sure within himself, so he would push his thoughts and feelings to his beloved Sarah, and also his firstborn Isaac. He had known Ishmael of his servant Hagar in the flesh, but he spoke to his foreordained son Isaac in his dreams. Sarah would, too.

    "Does that seem like a holy, heavenly place to you?" 

    Sarah responded with fortitude. "Perhaps my tired feet and overworked soul are speaking to me, but those mountains seem to me a holy place. We should ask locals around here."

    So they did. There was a band of sheep herders who lived in and around the twin mountains. They, these pastoralists and nomads, claimed special powers about the place. They would go between the great sea to the west (known to us as the Mediterranean), cross between the narrow pass of what would be named Ebal and Gerizim towards the fecund valley of the later known Jordan River, whose waters fed from the lush Golan Heights. They thought the path fortuitous and blessed. When they did not pass between the two rocky mounts, misfortune would befall. Especially circumventing Ebal to the north.

    Hmm, thought Abraham. I must stay south of Ebal. He had learned its name. The taller mount, by a few cubits, to its close partner and smaller twin, Gerizim.

    The passage between them had monuments and many graves. Holy enough.

    Samaritans would someday, centuries and centuries later, build their holiest temple Hyksos there. The Greeks loved their gods there, as did the Israelites of Moses.

    There and then, with Levi and Judah and Benjamin, Joseph and his two sons, Ephraim and Manasseh, plus Simeon and Issachar, the six southern-based tribes would counter-pose the other six of the north, symbolizing blessings versus curses. Blessed to the south, cursed to the north.

    The southern kingdom would prevail for a while after Sennacherib and the Assyrians pillaged and broke loose the Northern tribes, but eventually almost all would flee.

    The Samaritans, the mixed peoples, would claim Ebal and Gerizim. Lost to the peoples of Judah, and most of Israel, even till 2026.

    Ishmael's or perhaps Keturah's six sons and their bloodlines would alight upon and about the city that would go from Shechem to Nablus. Nablus, another Naples, like the more famed city of Italy, a later, greater empire.

    Empires become these places.

    Holy or cursed.

    Today it is controlled under Arab hands, measured. There are occasional eretz Israel (Zionist) settlers who look to intervene in the otherwise not too bad West Bank. What is the population? Over 150,000. I think of that as crowded, especially nudged between Ebal and Gerizim. I can imagine houses of stone crammed together, spanning the ascents of the hills, these two mounts, climbing higher and  higher. How far up to the mountains go the homes? Like the ever-rising homesteads in California and the benches of Utah, or Colorado, where mansions and dream luxury houses go on into the elevations, the rises. Like the twin mounts here. How many live above, like at Mount Tabor or Carmel?

    It is not walkable like Mount Carmel, where Elijah did amble two plus millennia ago. Burning down the bullocks over the imaginary Baal and his misled priests. That is more a solitary mount, where we walked it thirty years ago in my religion class. In the Holy Land. Must be more Israeli Jewish owned, I presume?

    Neighborhoods in the Holy Land can and should be for tourists, but then there are places like Ramallah or some Ultra-Orthodox area like Mea Sharim near downtown Jerusalem that cater to the locals. Muslims, Jewish. Some Christian places are safer, or more universal. Mount Carmel was safe for us, many other Christian sites.

    In a year when the peace process was still moving forward. Times change. 1995. 2026. What will the future bring? What does the Bible say? What do people believe? Do the prophesies fulfill themselves?

    Animosity and hatred boil up. Like the last two and half years, too intensely. Down further along the coast in the Gaza Strip, where Ashdod and Ashqelon were located anciently. Folks other than Hebrews, or Israelites, who where Philistines or Phoenicians.

    The past and the present, the historic and tragic of yesteryear prefigures the future. Is it always violence and hate? Is there always the good and the evil, those against God and those for them?

    Ebal and Gerizim. Curses to the north, rocky, barren, empty. Blessings to the south, fecund, fruitful, blooming. Half of the twelve tribes represented, symbolized the cursed among the covenant of the twelve. Zebulon, Dan, Nephtali, the other three... All were given to Ebal, the lowly opposite of God's chosen. The taller mountain to the north, but the more forlorn.

    Cursed. Do we believe that the opposite of blessings occur? If there is a God, be there curses?

    Ebal and Gerizim. 

    The saga continues.

    How many lives and destinies are lived out here, between the shadows of the mounts of the plain, swept up in Har Megiddo, where the End of Days will transpire? Who surrounds the Holy Ones of Israel?

    Where are the Twelve Tribes now? We are they.

    The Mountains are us, the rocks and plants and all of the spirits having lived and breathed and died there, facing one another, looking after the good and bad, is found in us now. And forever.

    

Saturday, March 21, 2026

AJ Dybantsa Needed to GO to the Rim

 AJ Dybantsa Needed to GO to the Rim

    Two minutes to go, BYU had trailed all game but had cut it to four, and Texas was ripe.

    AJ did not drive. He dribbled and set up a play. For a missed shot.

    He. Needs. To. Go. To. The Rim. 

    Downhill. Get to the line or get a three point play.

    But. We lose.

    We lost a great athlete prior to the season, then Dawson Baker, then Richie Saunders.

    Thus went the season that could have been...

Thursday, March 19, 2026

I Picked Houston, I want BYU, then Purdue

 I Picked Houston; I want BYU, then Purdue

    None of them have won the NCAA, or did Houston with Olajuwon? The Phi Slamma Jamma?
    
    Anyway, the great Purdue teams have not, nor have the mighty Cougars of BYU.

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UPDATE: Cougars tried to rally late, but not enough.

Two minutes to go and AJ and the rest should have gone to the rim...

    Ugh. 

    Go Purdue?

    

Thursday, March 12, 2026

BYU Basketball Has Hope. Say "Moo".

 BYU Basketball Has Hope. Say "Moo".

     The Brigham Young University Cougars Men's Basketball team was going to be a top ten program this season. Then, injuries.

    First, it was a guy that I do not know his name or much of his story. I will look that up. He was new to the school.

    Then, fifth year senior Dawson Baker, kind of the perfect sixth man off the bench. 6'5", a good shooter, tough, versatile, experienced. Then: Richie Saunders. Ugh. He was part of the big motor of the offense and the defense. Even though they struggled for a bit with him playing healthy prior to his gut wrenching injury around Valentine's, man do they miss his abilities and heart.

    Thus the Cougs were getting punked by Cinncy and UCF, and others. They rallied to beat a tough Texas Tech squad (minus their injured guy Toppin). In Provo, where the recently better BearCats had handled the Cougars.

    We needed guys to step up. We needed Kennard Davis, among others like Mboup and Ahmed, and of course Keita and Kostic or Boskovic or Diomande. Whoever. Mrus? Not enough defense.

    Well, then I learned that they call him "Moo". Two nights ago versus Kansas State. Moo!

    Yes, not a canard or kennard! We got Moo. Davis has been playing better, getting more shots, rebounds, being who we hope he might be. The big guys have been doing better... Kadim or Khadeem is fun to see play with his vigor.

    No Pickens, Baker, or Saunders? We shall see... 

    March Madness.

    Oh, yeah. We got Dybantsa and Wright.

Wednesday, March 11, 2026

Indiana Men's Basketball Sucks so Bad. It Makes me kind of Ill.

 Indiana Men's Basketball Sucks so Bad. It Makes me kind of Ill.

    Out-coached, out-played, out-hustled, out-thought-- The Cats are much better than IU, proving it twice in the last two or so weeks. The death knell was being snookered and out-punched by them in Bloomington not too long ago. Tonight is sadder still. The United Center, a place to beat an inferior squad.

    NO!

    So bad. More later. Maybe. Likely.

States and Quasi-States: 2026

 States and Quasi-States: 2026

    Most of us know about the strong states of the world today, the countries and governments that have powerful militaries, financial or commodity strength that imbues them with powerful authority and influence.
    
    We know the big ones: China. United States. Nigeria. India. Russia. Germany. Brazil. Japan. Mexico.

    There are many small ones that we do not pay much attention to: Andorra, Malta, Vanuatu, Tuvalu.

    However, there are some states that are not even recognized by most of the world: Somaliland, Puntland, Baluchistan, Kurdistan. Nations, or peoples, without states.

    Note that many, or most of these quasi-states are Muslim. East Timor, a newer country that emerged in 2002, (not 2003, as a government interviewer tried to be brow beat me about not knowing), broke off from Muslim Indonesia. Is the religion or culture of Islam prone to separating from other states and governments?
    
    Quebec wants to be independent from Canada, at times. Some are ardent about it. Natives the world over have desires of more than autonomy, but fierce independence from their sovereign owners, if you will.

    What are the states and quasi-states that you know of?

Sunday, March 8, 2026

Dear Niece[s]: I have Been thinking about you. From the Uncle Guy, sort of Far Away

Dear Niece[s]: I have Been thinking about you. From the Uncle Guy, sort of Far Away

    Hello there, my niece! This is for you. I take being an uncle somewhat seriously, but my life is fashioned in a way that I have concerns that distract me from being as good an uncle as I would like to be. If it were up to me, I would have a dream job where I would work about two days per week, earn about 50,000 per month (I am not asking too much, right?), and I would have money and time to visit you, take you places, and have a really good time. Caution: I do not drink or smoke, and I would not encourage that behavior with people in my company, but I think we could make do. My dad always said that we saved so much money by not drinking alcohol or smoking, that we could afford real butter and nice dishes and deserts. But travel is about imbibing and savoring the local foods and libations, yes? But for me and us, we will stay away from fermented things and chemicals. Unless it is gnarly kim chi that does not make us drunk.

    Sounds good, huh?

    We could go a lot places; normally I would take one or more of my children with us. My kids will soon be living in five different places, so maybe we would visit them. That would be awesome, I know. But we would go to other places, like islands and continents that people do not care much about. I have looked at a lot of maps all my life, and I have some fun ideas to do. Would you go with me, maybe my wife and kids, if I could pay your way? Too good to be true, no?

    Anyway, I do not want to be too bossy or imperious upon you and your life. Mostly I would like to show you and your parents that I think that you are neat. Special. Family. Children of my siblings and siblings-in-law, cousins of my children, all deserving to have some good times and experiences.

    For the record, I have nieces in the following places: West Virginia, North Carolina, South Carolina, Indiana, Texas, Utah, Idaho, Washington, and California. Did I miss anyone? There are a lot! From eleven total siblings and in-laws with kids, I reckon. Oh, I think I have one in Minnesota. They keep spreading around! I think 50k monthly would allow me to accomplish some visiting and travel goals.

    Yeah. Travel and world visits. That would be great. But not so likely, it seems.

    Sorry. I am not that guy. Yet. Maybe ever? Time will tell. Some money and some materials could come my way... Eventually. Maybe not.

    What else? Whether I have the time or money to help you do some fun travels, that might not materialize. (Sure, maybe we can arrange some more affordable visits?). But what else is there about being a good uncle?

    Know that I think and I care about you. I want you to be happy, and what is best for you. You, in my and many people's estimations and considerations, are a daughter of God and your potential is limitless. You deserve to be happy. And, as my daughter recently expressed, gratitude is something even more important than happiness. Gratitude contains and imbues joy. Be joyful! And thankful. This is something wished for by me, my family, your family, parents, siblings, cousins, grandparents, and on and on.

    Great men and women throughout history want what is best for you.

    We--I want you to be with the best people, and have the best lives. I do not want to be bossy nor iperious.

    I care for my own children, I want the best for them. I love my siblings, my in-laws, our parents, who are all pulling for you.

    Advice? Work hard, be humble, try to be fair. I cannot always do all those things, but I will continue to try. Expect the best from others; do not put up with those that abuse or denigrate you. Live in a way within your means and try to serve others as you can.

    I hope to see you sooner or later; I hope we can share a meal together, a trip or a show, or simply a nice conversation.

    Love, 

    Your uncle 

PS: I directed this to the girls who are my nieces, but much if not all of the above is for the nephews, too. Maybe more with them later.

The Human Family: It's Forever Started January 9, 2026

 The Human Family: It's Forever

Even if there is no God or Angels recording all our movements and actions, the human family is being recorded, now more than ever.

We are now registering and saving, safeguarding or compiling our lives through so many ways that we in many  aspects have created an eternal race of beings, united through the clicks of mouses and the revving up of hard drives and a dozen other man-made wonders.

Scientists look at the detritus of our past; paleontologists, archaeologists, chemists, anthropologists. Physics cosmologists and astronomers, and perhaps a dozen other specialists like metallurgists and geologists look into the physical realms to discover the ancient until the present, peering into the collective futures that we plan on inhabiting.

    Now it is March, 2026. Sunday the 8th. Time has marched on.


Gusanitos -- Little Worrms - Winter Ending

 Gusanitos -- Little Worms - Winter Ending

    In front of my building today, I saw dozens of little, skinny, brown, dead, worms. It had rained a bit the last few days. They were laying on the sidewalks where there had been snow and ice in the weeks before. They survived the longer winter underground, I guess.

    Days pass. 

    My ideas lie dormant, or distracted, like the dead little worms that laid across the warming sidewalks. Even days after the warmer fog and gloom they are there. Gusanitos. Dood, in Arabic. The plural, who knows? Doowadie?

    The cycles come and go, another spring is at hand. Now a week into March.

    2026. 

    I was reading an old journal from 1992, the first year after returning from my life altering Church mission. I started it in 1991, or 2000-9.

    It was the year 2000, miles and years away.

    Now it is a lifetime later.

    Still keeping some sort of a journal, only now expostulating on dead worms in the spring and the changes of seasons.

    Little dead worms help the birds along, and the grounds and the grass. Right?

    The grasses surrounding the memorials of those killed at my building during their honorable service.

    Amen.

    Some miracles are positive, others are not. But they all come from God.

    Ah men, and ahmen.

Tuesday, March 3, 2026

Spanish Lesson - Gustar

 Spanish Lesson - Gustar

    I like the city.

    Me gusta la ciudad.

    I like the cities.

    Me gustan las ciudades.

    I liked the city.

    Me gusto' la ciudad. (The apostrophe is the accent, that goes over the letter, tilting right.)

    I liked the cities.

    Me gustaron las cities.

    I used to like the city. I was liking the city (over a period of time).

    Me gustaba la ciudad.

    I used to like the cities. I was liking the cities.

    Me gustaban las ciudades.

    I wanted you to like the city.

    Queri'a quu a ti' te gustara la ciudad.

    
    Confused? Let's discuss.

    

Monday, March 2, 2026

Six Killed on the American Side, So Far - 3 Days In

Six Killed on the American Side, So Far - 3 Days In

    We are in a new chapter in United States history: we are at war with Iran. They have bombed our guys, killing some and injuring three times more, six and 18. How long will this conflict last?

    God bless the legacies and the families of those that we lost. I am still looking for their names and origins. May their contributions be meaningful.

    

Lunardi Has the Indiana Men Still In?

 Lunardi Has the Indiana Men Still In?

    They have to win their last two...

    Too many losses now, which is 12. Right? Or 11. We have lost a lot of games. The Northwestern one was galling, the Michigan State one yesterday to be expected, more or less.

    We lost to Minnesota and a lot of teams.

    We have Ohio State... and Nebraska? Then the Tourney.

    What does Mike Lunardi know?

    We shall see.

    Mike Lunardi. No, DeCourcy! Joe Lunardi?

Sunday, March 1, 2026

The Legality and Morality of Fighting Iran, Killing their Leaders

The Legality and Morality of Fighting Iran, Killing their Leaders

    Well, the United States and Israel have combined to lethally execute operations against a major world leader, a religious icon, or a spiritual and political authority for the Republic of Iran and much of the Shia Muslim world.

    Does this fit into many Biblical narratives? I think this is likely. For those of us who believe and try to live by Biblical and scriptural covenants, blessings, and prophecies, it smacks of heavy and perhaps not accidental events and occurrences.

    The laws of the United States are being violated by such acts, according to a friend that spoke to me at a party last night. It deserves consideration, this accusation. Did the U.S. Congress need to give approval? Did the designation of the Islamic Revolutionary Guard Corps as a terrorist organization give the U.S. president and military carte blanche to strike as they wanted?

    Grey areas, not black and white. The recent capture of Nicolas Maduro and his wife was considered legal since the Cartel de Soles was qualified as terrorist. As the drug runners being blown up in the Caribbean and the Pacific. Whether some of those boats are really illegally moving illicit drugs is not always known. 

    Questions to ponder, legal and moral.

    Habeas corpus, all the rights of defendants or accusees of whether they deserve a trial.

    In the last 25 years, arguably longer (see Clinton trying to kill Bin Laden in 1998), killing enemies of the state who are terrorist has become normal, accepted.

    Israel is very determined to weed out its existential enemies. Especially since October 7, 2023. The tone and the rules of the deadly game has changed. Syria fell to the freedom fighters, which seems better for many. Lebanon has lost firebrands that threatened the existence of Israel.

    Israel has wiped out many Hamas members and fighters in Gaza City, and in other places. Hezbollah has a continual target on its back. No safe quarter, even in the rich Gulf States like United Arab Emirates.

    Saudi Arabia, and maybe Jordan, were pressuring the U.S. to strike Iran.

    Donald Trump determined that many U.S. presidents failed to combat and stand up to Iran and its threats as he has done. The revolution in 1979 was egregious to us and many citizens of many lands, while the bombings of the barracks in Beirut in 1983 were worse. Iran was blamed for killing our troops in Iraq and Afghanistan in the 2000s.

    They, the Irani government, would not back down from developing nuclear power.

    Israel could not abide by it. And the U.S decided by executive order and military might to do the extreme, "decapitate" Iranian leadership in order to let the people of Iran to make the next steps.

    Legal? Moral?

    What else is there to consider?

    Certainly awful and tragic that we killed school girls, maybe in Teheran, as collateral damage.

    Wars and military strikes are always a mixed curse of strategy and woe.

    Blood is on our hands, as a commander once said to me.

    Will the blood of guilty and innocents be attributed to our souls?

    I think so.

    The next days and weeks will determine much more.

    How will the next leaders of Shia Islam proceed? I think, undoubtedly, with more caution and less bravado. Will there be retaliation from some of the followers of Islam? Likely, too.

    We must figure things out.

Saturday, February 28, 2026

College Basketball 2026 - Winners, Losers PART II

College Basketball 2026 - Winners, Losers PART II

    Miami of Ohio is undefeated. They would be a sweet Cinderella. Go Redhawks!

    Saint Louis are top Twenty Five. Go Blues?

    New Mexico is good, Utah States is decent, Gonzaga is okay even though upset by the Portland Pilots.

    Florida? Vanderbilt? Clemson?

    Louiseville or Kentucky. Talented, but I do not want them for historical reasons.

    Who else? Saint John's, and a few more Mountain West.... No.

    It will be Big Ten, I hope. Michigan, MSU, Illinois. No, Illinois is too outside oriented my friends said today. This morning after basketball. I like to play. Make a few threes. Get hit in the eye and a little bloody.

    So, Texas Tech without Toppin. That would be cool.

    Texas A & M? Alabama. Tennessee. Arkansas. Uhhhhh.... Iowa? No. Wisconsin? Maybe. No.

    Too many teams, but definite ones that we do not want.

    No UCONN, kentucky, kansas, UNC, or even UCLA. 1995, almost as bad as 1987 for IU.

    Did I forget anyone? Not Nevada.

    Nah, that is most them. There, part deux in the books.

College Basketball 2026 - Winners, Losers

 College Basketball 2026 - Winners, Losers

    Okay, UConn came back against Seton Hall today. UConn, the Huskies of Storrs, a recent winner of the Big Dance over all, is a top team. Lots of talent, I basically hate them. They have won way too much in the last almost three decades since 1999. That year was fine, as a newbie, 2004 was fine, but now since the miracle run in 2010 or 2011 and then more recently in this decades, I am tired of them.

    They stole an IU commit, and may have actually won with him. I hate them. Okay, I just do not want them to add more rings. IU has sat at five a large majority of my aging life. Connecticut has five now. I think. I do not want them to have six.

    Nor Duke. Who is very good right now. Nor UNC, which is ish, but still good enough to dance. March Madness, that is.

    My BYU Cougars are on the ropes, after losing their star guard Saunders and crumbling sadly at home to UCF. UCF may be better than Brigham Young right now. Ugh. Hmm, hmmm, hmmm.

    Why should we care? I am from Indiana.

    And the Hoosiers are squishy... Purdue is good. Notre Dame and Butler are down...

    OHHH! BYU loses in Morgantown tonight! They will drop out of the Top 25 and now may not be good enough for the March Madness around the corner. So much promise, now in jeopardy and lost...

    Arizona? Maybe. Houston? Struggling lately, but maybe.

    I hate not having my teams in the fight.

    Iowa State, but not Kansas... UCF is good. 

    Who in the Big Ten, or SEC? There are a few good ones.

    UCLA. Probably not good enough...

    All for now.

The Machines in which we Flow

 The Machines in which we Flow

    I was taking a nap after playing basketball this morning, and I had a dream or thought with that title. I fell asleep reading some from the book, a classic, The Road by Cormac McCarthy. We loves days off, do we not? I work some Saturdays, but not today.

    I also wanted to write about some college basketball. But first, I must mention that Israel and the United States have struck Iran all over their country, Iran has retaliated, and it looks like the Supreme Leader Ayatollah Khamenei is dead.

    So, those posts can be for the near future. In sha' allah.

    Where do we find ourselves? In these machines that I had a notion of.

    We have governments, militaries, businesses, religions, in which we find ourselves ensconced. Some say it has a lot to do with race and ethnicity. Fair enough, for many people their birth in "White Privilege" allows them a step or three ahead of others. Their parents raise them in a healthier atmosphere, with nice homes, good neighborhoods, travel and good or excellent education, inheritances from previous generations...

    Whereas Blacks or African-Americans, in large numbers of cases, claim the opposite. Many Latinos have similar complaints of none of the above. Hard work can only make up so much, many claim. Rare are the poor, be they brown, black, or white or Asian, or any other ethnic background.

    How are we at math? Does this lead to strong careers in engineering, or other STEM professions. What about law, or medicine? So many people excel in these fields, create wealth for themselves and others, primarily their children.

    Entertainment can bring wealth and success to an elite few.

    Writing, in all its forms. 

    Many of us ride in the middle, we struggle or live at our means or at our desires for modicums of success.

    We move and travel according to our whims, fancies, desires, our capacities and financial availabilities. Some rich folks die in airplane or helicopter crashes, because they had the economic means to go that way, but it became tragic. Kobe Bryant had everything, but he died like a poor man with a junky car, who could not withstand a treacherous highway.

    Luck, fate, and God can play itself into all of our machines, our systems, our ways of living.

    Surviving, thriving, struggling, making it.

    What machines of life do you find yourself in?

    If not in our country, where else do you find yourself? 

    Can you go where you like to go?

Friday, February 27, 2026

Yes, there are Monsters by Night and by Day

 Yes, there are Monsters by Night and by Day

    I woke this morning, late in February. It was dark; it was foggy and somewhat ominous outside. Looking out my upstairs bathroom window, I peered through the slats of the blinds and noted the weather, the ambience. It was a little warmer than it had been the last few weeks, with a good deal of humidity. My window looks down on a field, trees, an assortment of lights, which through the mist and the doomy looks of the pre-dawn appear a bit creepy. I could conjure werewolves that would stalk us, their human prey. How terrifying would it be to be surrounded by the threat of man-eating monsters? We are thankful and aware that these fictitious monsters like werewolves, vampires, and all the mythic beasts from our collective histories are just that: fiction.

    However, we recognize that in life there are real monsters. They come in human form. Okay, there are scary wolves and crocodiles, and even hippopotamuses, snakes and sharks that are monsters unto themselves, which can harm and terrify us. But the worst of us are us people. Some men (and a few women and children) may threaten, harm, or kill just one. That is monstrous enough. Most of us will never harm or certainly not take another human being's life. Some people are lethal to a degree that is hard to imagine. Dictators, despots, regime leaders of our present, mostly past but some in the present...

    Vlad Putin qualifies. Trump and Musk in Africa, I would say. Possibly Netanyahu? Troubling times. We do not have a true modern day Pol Pot, or Idi Amin, or Joseph Stalin, or Adolph you know who. Just in my parents' lifetimes, we have had some really bad ones. One or two responsible or culpable for millions and millions dying, most of them cruelly and unfairly. Not accidentally. On purpose. Oh, yes, Mao Zae Dong. How many did he kill? Some would argue Kennedy, Johnson, and Nixon killed too many in Vietnam. Ugliness, all around, these wars and conflicts.

    Poor and destitute dependent on U.S. aid and medicine in Africa? Yes, this last year. I am not sure how many have and still will die as result.

    We do what we can.

    Sort of. Kind of.

    How do we fight and battle the real monsters?

    The sun came up and it was sunny.

    Bad men are still afoot. Many places.

Thursday, February 26, 2026

Passing Wayne Girdley's Algebra, or Trying Harder the Next Year, May Have Made the Difference...

 Passing Wayne Girdley's Algebra, or Trying Harder the Next Year, May Have Made the Difference...

    Perhaps the knowledge and the discipline, effort and the confidence, would have led me to have a more successful life.

    Or not.

    Hard to say. I will still strive to succeed, and flourish, and prosper, despite past setbacks.


    God wills it, mash allah.

Salinger does not Rhyme with Malingerer

 Salinger does not Rhyme with Malingerer

    Is English not fun and salty?

    Hail, hail, all thee English users and even some abusers.

    Next up: avoiding the Arabs.

    Dedicated to Richard Stephens. Is that his name? Benghazi, victim, I mean. 2012.

    Oh, we must avoid some...

A Poem to those that We Love

 Some Toxicity Makes Us Barf Up Constantly

Poem as Follows

    I think mostly warmly of those that I love

    I think of them, remember them, hope the best for them.


    Some times they do not respond well, or maybe pretend that I do not exist or matter.

    I believe that that is on them.

    It is their loss.


    I offer something, but they cannot accept it.


    Okay.


    I love them despite themselves and despite my idiosyncracies.


    They can ignore warmth and love, the sun and the stars.


       Some stars are occluded due to pollution, lights from the big city

        Or huge volcanic eruptions in far-off far flung places like Indonesia

        Or Iceland.

        Or maybe Pinatubo on Luzon Island...


        Anyway you slice it, I recall warmer climes when you were my sisters, or brothers,

        My brothers in arms, or in peace,


        My parents struggling to be happy, or quietly content.

        Still mine and the ones I love.


        But you have the right, or the privilege, or the sad misfortune to ignore me,

        Forget me, resent me.


        God grants us that agency. He is kind and cruel like that.


        We have all the freedoms and constrictions of the universe.


        I love Him, and you, and I will live and die for all of it.


        You have the right to disdain those that gave you life, sustenance, and rearing.

        You cannot, you may not, you perhaps will not even care a whit for soldiers or marines or rescuers who died for you and your blessed country, richer and freer and more powerful than the rest.

        Because of all it. For all of us. You, me, everyone.

        I choose to remember and love, cherish and celebrate.

        I will not forget them or us or you.

Some Toxicity Makes Us Barf Up Constantly

 Some Toxicity Makes Us Barf Up Constantly

    Yeah, that might sum it up.

Tuesday, February 24, 2026

Indiana has Lost to Northwestern Five Times in A Row! We need Cignetti to Coach Basketball

Indiana has Lost to Northwestern Five Times in A Row! We need Cignetti to Coach Basketball

    We need to play so much better. Up by six, at home, with 10:29 to go. Getting outrebounded by the Wildcats.

    These guys. Lamar gets hot, then goes cold. The offense is not dynamic and flowing enough.

    Hmmm...

    Catch you soon. Ugh, March Madness can be sadness. But no.

Money is not the Cure. It Can Help, But it cannot solve all Things

Money is not the Cure. It Can Help, But it cannot solve all Things

    I started this post the other day with some things in mind.

    Can you think what they are? Maybe some billionaires could be more philanthropic?

    Sure.

    I was thinking about Rondell Moore, one of the most gifted athletes I have ever seen. He was 25, and took his own life. Did he not have millions?

    Hmmm...

    We all need to be happy with what we got, in the end.

    Be grateful if we have savings. Even a little.

Monday, February 23, 2026

Songs of Grief and Sadness may Bespeak Hope and Sublime Joy

Songs of Grief and Sadness may Bespeak Hope and Sublime Joy

    Can they speak to me? You?

    Can they, now?

    Sure. I am convinced of it.

    You take the medicine in doses.

    As do I.

    It snowed a bit yesterday.

    Thanks for shoveling.


Sunday, February 22, 2026

Black History Month: Provo, Utah

 Black History Month: Provo, Utah

    I lived in Provo-Orem, Utah for five years in the 1990s. A formative part of my life. I studied a lot of Spanish, a good deal of Arabic; I traveled to more of Chile, Israel, Palestine, and Egypt. These places, none of the above, do not have a lot to do with African-American history. However, there are tie ins to me, personally, to Black History for me while I was in those places.

    There were people of African-American origin in those places, just not what many think of as places of ethnic diversity.

    In Provo alone I got to know and become friends with a few. Franklin from Fresno, California. A very nice, enthusiastic young man from Sandusky, Ohio, who I have not thought of in a long time. (His name...)

    I am glad I wrote this!

    BREAK: Shout out and condolences to Rondell Moore, who just died at age 25. Did he not have millions? Money does not solve all things.

    Oh, a Purdue guy who put fear into me like few I have ever seen on the football field.

    We still have a week of African-American history.

    Where does it fit with you?

    Watching the Bulls with Waleed, later Jenni, and others.

    Remembering the best: Michael Jordan. Penny and Shaq were not bad, either.

    Air Jordan, and was it... Spike Lee? Or Chris Rock. Tyra Banks' tooth brush...

    Haha. Ha.

    

Friday, February 20, 2026

Black History in Bloomington, Indiana

 Black History in Bloomington, Indiana

    It's 2026, and it's February. I like Black History month, because learning history is important; learning and scrutinizing our common knowledge of the present and the past helps us know better.

    We should know better.

    My hometown has a history of African-Americans, probably tracing back to the time when IU was founded around 1820, a few years after statehood for us Hoosiers. 

    I grew up in B-town; I am a long time basketball sufferer. I write this as Purdue is killing the men and giving the Hoosiers, at time hopeful this season, their 10th loss of the season. March Madness worthy? Not unless they change up their execution and toughness. I do not see it.

    The football team, a dream squad, was another matter this past year altogether. Wow.

    Lots of African-American help on that team, which we will forever cherish.

    Sports bring us together, which Bloomington celebrates.

    Bob Knight brought greatness through diversity there, with many Black players among some great white ones. 

    There is more to life and success than sports, obviously, but some things are more visible than others.

    I grew up near the IU campus, attended Elm Heights where we had some Black students, but I did not know that we had a historical Black part of town. It was past downtown, I guess between the hospital on second street (or third?) and Pigeon Hill, closer to former Dyer Middle School, which would become Tri-North. Which, not surprisingly, has had a higher concentration of African-American students and athletes.

    Much of Bloomington and the surrounding county, Monroe, is very white, over the last decades more diversity has come. This possibly represents more advancement and success among people of color, along with the growth of jobs and the university.
    
    ASIDE: Jesse Jackson died this week. More on him later, hopefully.

    Who did I know who was Black, in Bloomington?

    A good little list, I think. Some of them were adopted by white families, yes, but it all comes together, which is my greater point.

    In the country and the world, we all interact and make history together.

    Long live Black history month, and the significance of who and where and why we are.

    Blog it.

Wednesday, February 18, 2026

Wallowing in My Juices

 Wallowing in My Juices

    There is suffering and pain;

    we know this.

    There is grief and anguish;

    What more can I admit.

    
    Things dark and gloomy, sad and tragic.

    Gut wrenching, blue, all of the forlorn colors.

    Woe is me! Woe is you! 

    Woe unto all of us...


    We wallow and meander, morosely...

    Little light, little hope.


    And yet:

    There is warmth out there waiting.

    Where, do you say?


    You must tell me. You have to explain.

    Please, do tell me.

    Tell me your "why". Tell me your "what".

    You know what these are.

    I can let you explain and expound.

    We have so many juices and liquids within our beings...

    Water-dependent, in our blood, our brains, in our loins and innards,

    Flowing everywhere, the cells of our animal lives,

    Meshed with the fluids of plants and trees and rivers and oceans.

    The juices bequeathed by the photosynthetic leaves derived from the sunlight.

    And the bones, dried and liquified, of billions of us, lie ossifying across the globe.

    
    High and low, the dead and alive.


    We celebrate life and all those who have lived in their juices before.

    Let us not wallow, and bemoan too long, use up our time in the lows, and come out the 

    other side

    To the heights and climbs,

    Higher echoes and climes.


    Reach for the waters of life and sing.