Sunday, November 30, 2025

Ghetto Description -- Missing in Everything

 Ghetto Description -- Missing in Everything

    A few years ago, maybe twenty or so, I wrote my description of the ghetto, at least in the United States. It was a paragraph or two, talking about abandoned or empty lots, with the lack of good resources with maybe only liquor stores being around, not even gas stations.

    A friend of my daughter called it a place of "medical wastelands."

    I could not find it in my blog or my searches.

    Maybe someday.

    But the ghettos stay the same, more or less. Poverty, danger, blight, and lack of good things.

    Hmmmm...

Boston Danger! He is no Stranger

 Boston Danger! He is no Stranger


    Sung to the tune of the coolest melody in the universe.

    Boston Danger!

    He is not a stranger!

    To me!

    He was a cutie patootie!

    But now he's bigger.

    He is dashing and handsome!

    (Quite the dapper dansome!)

    Winsomely bodacious

    Sweet and gracious

    All around loquacious 

    Magnana macious!

    He is no hirsute homunculus troglodyte

    Boston is smooth and svelte and all alright!

    He is the top of the tippity top cooler guys,

    He is funny and smart and ever the wise.

    He. Is. 

    Boston Danger! 

    He is no stranger.

    A friend to many

    And I don't mean just any...

    He is a growing warrior

    A mirth destroyer

    A budding man of promise

    Forget Lorenzo Llamas

    He IS Boston Danger!

    So don't forget his name,

    Nor slight his game.

    Cuz next thing you know...

    He'll be at your doh!


    So watch out world.

    He's on the prowl

    And you got nothing on him.

    Yeah.

    The end.

    For now.

    

    

Thursday, November 27, 2025

Poem of Thanksgiving, Thanksgiving Verses

 Poem of Thanksgiving, Thanksgiving Verses

    Happy to not work this happy Thursday, 

    Spend time with family.

    The wife preparing for more meals

    The kids doing their youthful things, with friends and with each other.


    Part of me searching my soul, looking for past memories

    Keyword typing into my blog of eleven past years,

    Where I knew that I described the ghetto, defining it as I witnessed it

    
    Speaking, charlando with the daughter's friend

    Of poor neighborhoods, parts of cities that lack resources

    Medical wastelands, as she called it

    She, learning and experimenting at the psychological hospital


    Turning back, to me, to us.

    I can feel cheap and tawdry,

    Like maybe old clothes are too old and spent.

    Like maybe my money should be further spreading, more secure.

    That I should be wealthier and more secure, in all facets.


    For this I give thanks? What would be or could be?

    Am I thankful, really, at all, for what I have?

    What do we have?


    Peace. Food. Shelter.

    Love. Hope. Fellowship.

    Family.

    Creature comforts and entertainments.

    Jobs and careers that provide sustainment and enrichment.


    Are there things that we lack, itches that remain to be scratched?

    Sure, definitely, most assuredly, I and we lack so many things...

    Are we grateful for that?

    I think that we should be. 

    Grateful for the things, the life, the abundance and the richness that I do know and enjoy.

    Thanks for all the fish, thanks for Jon Phoenix at Camp Arif Jan, thankful for all of it.

    My parents, living and dead, my sisters, and former step-siblings and nieces and nephews.


    I write this now.

    For you and me and all who who may hear:

    We rejoice in thanksgiving,


    For life and what it means, and our places in it.

    Amen.

Wednesday, November 26, 2025

The Indiana Men's Soccer Team is Out, Done, Lost. Again.

 The Indiana Men's Soccer Team is Out, Done, Lost. Again.

    Men's and women's college soccer are not that followed in the United States. How was that for syntax and grammar? Anywho, I grew up with the local soccer team of Indiana University, the men's squad coached by the legendary Jerry Yeagley, who won six national championships before  retiring, then succeeded by a long time assistant who won the seventh for IU, then quickly replaced by the former player Todd Yeagley, who did a fine job in 2012 and added Indiana's eighth crown, but it has been very frustrating for the last 13 years because Indiana has had many good or great teams, even making it to the final game four times, but not winning the championship.

    This year they were good, highly ranked early on, but ultimately did not make it past the first or second round Saint Louis Billekens.

    Maybe next year?

    We had many transfers; perhaps they will be a tougher, more complete team in 2026? 

    Perhaps. And maybe someday Indiana will get its ninth national championship, and the son of Yeagley, Todd, will get his second ring. Did he as a player? Worth checking.

    2025. Another year not reaching the potential attributed to the talent and reputation of the institution. They did not qualify for the Big Ten tournament, but were still good enough to be seeded to play the winner of the first round. 

    And lost.

    This game they outshout their opponent by a lot. Like 18 to 4, or something ridiculous. I saw them a few weeks ago lose in College Park to top rated Maryland, 3-2. I think the Terps have a good chance. I would not mind them winning their third ever.

    Fear the Turtle. IU next year. Always.

Sunday, November 23, 2025

Films in Arabic and About the Arabs: What Can I Tell You?

 Films in Arabic and About the Arabs: What Can I Tell You?

    In art and life the lines and memories and impressions blur. Was it a Disney animated show, decades before Aladdin, or some classic epic of Ben Hur or some war movie of Lawrence of Arabia, Omar Sharif or some exotic princess enchantress such as Shahrazad spinning her webs of fascinating narration into the Ali Baba desert night that elicited the feelings and romanticism of the desert? Was it a swashbuckling Lawrence Olivier black and white movie, even a silent picture, with scimitar swords and flaming arrows and tall minarets, or some other Arab film reel that entered our collective conscious from times gone past?

    Flying carpets and magic lamps. Cruel kings and veiled women. Cartoon caricatures, with heroes and strong men, sinister bosses and knifing thieves and and bandits.   

    The desert, the cities, the pre-Arab Egyptian river reeds of Moses and his Hebrew sister, the World War Two Rat Patrol G.I. Joes slinging their machine guns in Northern Africa, perhaps Tunisia or Libya, fighting the Germanic northerners, or perhaps the across the near sea Italians a few generations ago.

    Indiana Jones went into the ancient mapped out crypts and snake-infested buried treasure lairs in the dust and toil of Egypt, Stephen Spielberg crafting his tails of adventure and heroism. Us good guys fight the Nazis there, too.

    Fiction and fantasy, film and story book. 

    Documentaries and news reports, Beirut in neighborhood battles, Baghdad under shock and awe fury, the bombing of Khadafy in Tripoli, the endless back and forth of the Holy Land.

    Peter O'Toole waiting in endless minutes in the bright, hot, stultifying sands of Saudi Arabia, waiting, waiting, in classic Hollywood film time, for his Arab guest.

    The desert. Its own realm. Its own world, surrounded by ancient rivers, and mountains, ports and seas, temples, mosques, and shadowy streets.

    Arabs and the desert. Mecca and Medina, going north to Al-Aksa, Damascus, and the Land of the Two Rivers. Jinn and genie, sultan  and mufti.

    What films and shows have you seen? Were they recent war films about U.S. soldiers, snipers and bomb diffusers? Was it about intrepid American or Western spies and agents, targeting and accosting the normally bearded terrorists wreaking havoc on themselves and the world.

    Chuck Norris, a Delta super fighter over the top American cliche, or Arnold, the Governator, battling the Muslim jihadi extremists with rockets and automatic weapons.

    Perhaps the iterations of James Bond, especially Daniel Craig, took on the ever-present threat of nefarious Arab enemies.

    Enemies. Friends. Partners, competitors. Us, them.

    We share the world and its players, the oil and the pearls, the former slaves and empires, the music and the lore, the legends, holy books and figures, the words and the prayers, anthems and banners and religious leaders and politicians and freedom fighters and all of them...

    Arabs, and the rest of us.

    Yes, the camels, the ululating women, the towels and scarves, the herbs and spices, all the stereotypes and common imaginings, the smells, or odors, that some of us associate. The bazaars, the rugs, the fragrances. Yes, the aromas of the Middle East.

    The images and connotations. The gatherings, summits, sermons, dancing, orchestral and small group performances. The Arabs.

    Where have you seen them before? Where will you see them again?

    From Morocco to Iraq, Oman to Syria, the lands, marshes, mountains, and coasts of the Arabs will ensnare or entrap you, liberate or enliven you.

    Enjoy. Istamta'.

    Forsa saida, ikhwan wa ikhwati. (Happy or fortuitous moment, brothers and sisters.)

    What do you know? What have you experienced, with the Arabs of North Africa, the Levant, the Saudi Peninsula or into the upward reaches of the Tigris and Euphrates? What have you seen and known? 

Wednesday, November 19, 2025

Brandon Sanderson - Gifted, But...

 Brandon Sanderson - Gifted, But...

    I like quite a bit of fiction. I see the allure of the stories and style of this popular author. However. 

    Not quite my guy.

    His characters have some qualities that I can understand are attractive to many readers. He has a charm, a way of telling his stories and creating his worlds.

    Not for me, so much.

Monday, November 10, 2025

Grateful for Peace and Strength

 Grateful for Peace and Strength

    Yes, on a federal holiday when we celebrate and thank those that served us in uniform, we are grateful.

    The enemies of the United States tried to overcome us, but they have not.

    We celebrate and give thanks for our strength and peace.

    Victory over the fascists, communists, even those former slavers and colonists.

    We have been bad, yes, but not as bad as our opponents.

Sunday, November 9, 2025

How Close are you With Jesus?

 How Close are you With Jesus?

    A Frenchman was just called as an Apostle of Jesus Christ this week, in November of 2025. Most of the world did not pay attention or make note of it. The Christian world, which is composed in biggest numbers by the Catholics headquartered in Rome, the Eastern Orthodox spread across eastern Europe into the Middle East, and the panoply of Protestants spread across the entire world. Of course there are other Christians, like Seventh Day Adventists, Jehovah's Witnesses, the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, and still others. Most do not recognize Gerard Causse as a special emissary and holy oracle of the Jesus of the past, present, and future. We shall see, and know for certain, some day.

    Muslims have special beliefs in Jesus of Nazareth; there are close to a billion and half of them on the earth. So, all told, as those that revere Him as a holy prophet and leader, that is at least 3.5 billion people who posit love, faith, and hope in Jesus the Messiah, the Anointed One, born over two thousand years ago.

    Some believe He was a fanatic or delusional, or simply an influential teacher, but had no extraordinary knowledge or powers.  Much less that He was a God. Some think that He was the enemy, which could make sense to some Jewish and other believers of God, or Allah, or Yahweh. Millions, upon millions, of people, innocent women, children, babies, men, and boys, have died, many in terrible and violent ways, in the name of Jesus. 

    There were those that thought they loved and worshipped Him, yet would torture and abuse and annihilate others in allegedly "doing His will". Not cool.

    While many of us, or most Christian believers, for that matter, think of Him and follow Him as the Prince of Peace, way too much violence and hate has been committed in His name. Despite His injunctions and peaceful mandates and counsel.

    We, the Christians, who like devote Catholics, pious Orthodox, Bible believing Evangelicals, active and temple going Latter-Day Saints, dogged and faithful Jehovah's Witnesses and Seventh Day Adventists, and all others, are convicted that our way of the cross, or the path of following the Lord and Savior is right and holy, proper and correct: we can err greatly in how we execute His orders. Do good, not bad. Of course. Obvious, yes?

    Us Christians can be very wrong in how we mete out His values. Millions of variations of implementing His will for bad and good. Yet, most of us, I submit, do really good things in His name more than the negative ones. 

    This can be said of people of all beliefs, like those who are Hindu, or Buddhist, or agnostic, or secular humanistic or communist or atheist. We all try to do what is right. Right?

    Some of us believe in Jesus to the point where He takes all our sins, where in moments of great pardon or release we can let Him take our cares and sorrows. We find solace and relief in Him, in His supernatural powers that can cleanse us and empower us believers to move and grow and live in a more beautiful way.

    Can we be that close that He always heals us? Even for the fervent believers and followers of Jesus, this can be difficult.

    My mother, an ardent and close believer of the Lord all her life, in three Christian traditions, still suffered from bouts of serious depression, apparently not completely righted by the Masters of the Tempests. However, perhaps Christ saved and preserved her from worse?

    She is with Him now, we believe. In Heaven.

    Earth or beyond, we wonder how close we come to Him. I was thinking of making a scale from 0 to 100, one being the closest, while the other extreme being far from, even devilish. Sad and funny that some thinking they are doing His will can arrive at the most opposite.

    Anyway, I will post this now.

    Food for thought.

    And I will try to worship and celebrate Jesus my Lord today.

    God bless.

Friday, November 7, 2025

The Best Blog Post Ever Written

 The Best Blog Post Ever Written

    Sorry, my readers, this is probably not the one. But, we cannot have perfection, often, AMIRITE?

    Heh, heh. Oh, my humor. Pithy, or silly, or obscure. Or none of the above.

    Unlike the Poet, Pablo Neruda, I could not write the saddest nor the most perfect verses this night.

    This week I did have some profound thoughts and ideas, some blog posts or blurbs that might have been of value, of some merit, of some type of meaning or significance.

    Maybe.

    Maybe not.

    I had a range of feelings at work and at home, and everywhere in between this last week. Love, loss, worry, regret, hope, charity, tiredness. Some loneliness, some forlorn sentiments, whatever those are.

    Things are happening worldwide, and things locally.

    What else did I wish to say and express. The best blog post is yet to come.

    Good night.

    

Wednesday, November 5, 2025

Make Life Precious, Keep People at a Premium

 Make Life Precious, Keep People at a Premium

        It's hard to make everyone equal and the same. Because we are not.  In a capitalist world, we all have values that make us different.

    Even in a world without money, some people are stronger, some are faster, healthier, live longer. We are all different but we should all have infinite worth. Unfortunately, it is not the case.

    We know that some people in some neighborhoods, because of income or status, or even ethnic persuasion, or health, do not receive as much care or concern, and do not "count" as much as others. Whole countries are like this.

    Elected officials and celebrities generally have more wealth than others. They tend to more valued than others, of less notoriety or import, for many different reasons.

    Some people are smarter than others, many make more money and have more prestige, therefore they get better treatment than others.

    Why?

    Such is the world. Many would say men in general get more respect and attention than women and girls.

    Israelis over Palestinians. Light skinned over dark skinned.  Rich over poor. Protestants over Catholics. Hindus over Muslims.

    Democrats over Republicans. Well, maybe not that.

    Fast over slow.

    All of us should be worth it, no matter our characters. Well, merit is a thing.

    Good character deserves merit and aplomb. But more worth?

    Discuss.

I Wish to Be the Only One for My Beloved

 I Wish to Be the Only One for My Beloved

    Is this selfish? Is this covetous? Am I super jealous?

    Well, I want to be enough for her, that is for sure. That is not a bad desire. That requires me to more, and better. But I think it is possible only through God and His power and grace.

    Eternal companionship.

    What. A. Thing.

    Discuss.

    

Tuesday, November 4, 2025

Stop the Presses! Cheney Dies, We Reflect on Published Knowledge

Stop the Presses! Cheney Dies, We Reflect on Published Knowledge

    While family visits Meinz, or Mainz, or wherever the Guttenberg press was invented, in the heart of Germany, perhaps formerly Prussia in the times of the princes and feudalists developing their gears and letter blocks, and their ways of speaking and writing and then publishing, their Deutschish tongues and vowels and consonants. 

    My wife thinks she could learn to sprecken it if she was there for six months. Fiel gluch, meine fraulein! Who knows? We can never tell where we will end up. It would be painful for me to learn it. Not enough speakers, not far enough from my Germanic English native tongue.

    I speak Spanish, and then learned Portuguese, with Arabic over the years... French pops in there, also closer to my native understandings...

    So, certain people think that I write some stuff on everyone that dies. Okay, not true. Many people die that I never even know about! Hundreds and thousands have died in Afghanistan lately, from earthquakes. Then there are the drug runners on the open seas in the Caribbean and the Pacific.

    Oh, Hegseth and Trump, you make quite a team. Maybe Vance gets some love for these deaths too. Not as bad as the medically deprived in Africa by the US AID cuts, but rather constitutionally challenged acts of death hits against the boats.

    Dick Cheney died, age 84. He did a lot in our country, and a lot abroad, like what we did in Iraq. I am not as concerned as much about the lack of found Weapons of Mass Destruction as I was chagrined by the firing, dismissal of half a million Iraqi police and troops. No money, no bueno, Dick. Ay yai yai.

    Your daughter now has quite the legacy. She likely would not have rose to her status without you, who knows?

    84. You were rich and powerful; some thought it was all about lucre and might.

    Maybe? You were a patriot, but maybe an elitist.

    What else?

    My daughter published! So awesome. She wrote about a totem, of sorts, if I may, which I have seen going back through the years, the Venus figurine, with over-emphasized body parts, which she wrote as conjecture that perhaps that is the perspective of the female looking at her own body. Maybe so. But, as a dude, I can see why male artists might hyperbolize those body parts, too.

    Publishing and research makes me search my memories, and leads me to think of the papers that I wrote growing up, many of which had their bibliographies and works cited, based on books, magazines, articles and essays that we would find in the good old days before the Internet. We could type our papers, or print them on the old noisy printers that we had in the days of the perforated sides. I kept a few of them, which may be among my boxes in the attic of my house, well into the 21st century.

    I have a hard time throwing those works away. Many have the comments of the teachers who graded them. Mr. Courtney gave me wonderful superlatives, like complimenting me on subjects of which I reported that he "had never heard of", or "knew little of". Wow!

    To teach a teacher! 

    What is better?

    To teach ourselves. To reach the masses. To strive for education, enlightenment, stretch the mind and the soul.

    To learn, to share, to celebrate, commemorate, the living and the dead.

    Rest in peace, former Vice President Richard Cheney, master puppet manipulator, uber patriot, or whatever people will think of you. Iraq is doing okay in 2025, no?

    The bio weapons that Saddam gassed Kurds with in Halabja perhaps moved to Syria (when our troops occupied the Land of the Two Rivers) where Bashar Al-Assad would later gas his victimized minorities.

   Good riddance, despotic and cruel beyond words Arab strong men, and torturers!

    Cheney was better than you, in the end; but look where he came from.

    The U.S. has more freedom and power, and perhaps it is easier to be a fairer power broker here than in the Middle East.

    Publish that.

    Cite that.

    

Monday, November 3, 2025

Memories, Nostalgia, Canciones, Family

 Memories, Nostalgia, Canciones, Family

    My wife and son have been away about four days, but it feels like five or six! Yeah, get ready for empty nester time! Do we need grandchildren to stay together as a couple? Perhaps it requires a lot more than that... I know I got some work to do. I will keep at it.

    Tonight it is dark very early, and I am with the mostly empty house, looking for my daughter at her friend's. We got together, and we will go out to Chinese food. Maybe I have not been to that restaurant before? We shall see.

    It made me think of when I was 14 I would go out during the week, usually with my mom, and we could eat Chinese food at Peach Garden, or maybe Lung Cheung, or House of Hunan... Not far from downtown, close to where she was living.

    Some sort of lonely times, before she met her second husband. My dad was single longer, too. Man, divorce was hard. I so do not like it. A bit like death, in my opinion. But, my step-parents made things much better. It became great, really. No more complaints from me. I got lucky, and so did they.

    God is good.

    Tonight I saw Christmas lights through my kitchen window, so a song in Spanish came to my brain, and then lungs and heart. 

    Veo luces! Navidenhas! Por las ventanas, de mi casa!

    I see luces, de Navidad, through the windows, de mi casa.

    'Tis the season, to be nostalgic and celebrate, yes?

    Okay, if you insist.

    Veteran's Day, in eight more days.

    Enjoy.

Coming Up Short, Falling Back on Jesus

 I doubled this one, I guess a double tap.


    I need Jesus my Savior that much, I think.


    Yep, I need Him every hour.

Sunday, November 2, 2025

Could this be the Last Baseball Post of the Year? Not likely...

 Could this be the Last Baseball Post of the Year? Not likely...

    I wrote down on paper what I thought the title would be:

    "Canada Got a Bit Darker: Extra Innings" did the trick.

    Admittedly, not all of Canada and its peoples root for or invest their hopes in the Toronto Blue Jays. But, it seems like the country was ready to welcome back their home team champions from the early 1990s. The Joe Carter days. It has been a while.

    The Blue Jays had this series wrapped up, a number of times.

    But the scrappy, artful Dodgers, came up big in the late innings, and then extra innings, and the Canadian hopes were dashed.

    Sorry, Canada. I like you. I mean, maybe I love you. Canada has given me few reasons not to like you. You have been good to me.

    I happen to be a niner, which means I have been to nine of the ten provinces of this great land. I have enjoyed them all. Since I was child in the 1970s, even very small, I have loved seeing Quebec and the Maritime provinces. I have taken my own family to parts as well. 

    The poutine and the A and W root beers, the croissants and baguettes, the lobster and the... other things. Fun times from Atlantic to Pacific. Even Prince Edward Island. Land of Anne of Green Gables, a bit magic to us. 

    More recently we saw the magic, somewhat, of the plains provinces, Manitoba, Saskatchewan, and Alberta. With a little bit of British Colombia. 

    Sorry, Canada and Maple Leaf fans! Perhaps this winter got a bit darker and colder with this so close win, snatched by the boys of L.A.

    There is hockey, though.

    Enjoy the cold months, see you next year.

    

Coming Up Short, Falling Back on Jesus

 Coming Up Short, Falling Back on Jesus

    Many of us have reasons to doubt ourselves.

    We can seem like small ants in forgotten anthills, meandering our ways around holes where we can bumble and slip and fall. We fall, smudge ourselves on weird nectars or at times corrosive batter acids or other industrial wastes. 

    I exaggerate, I slew hyperbole. 

    Some say that Jesus of Nazareth was not who He says that He is. I believe in Him. I trust in His goodness and His redeeming power. 

    I need Him. Many think He is not a God, or not the Son of God, that He Himself was deceived. A friend told me so much recently via a private message.

    We shall see.

    Does the Church headquarters of Salt Lake City delude itself, as some accuse Jesus of doing two thousand years ago?

    But He is about me, and I am about Him. He is perfect, I am far from it. I fail and I stumble; I feel small sometimes like a little insect, of small importance or value. But He commands me that I must be more. I must love myself, and others, and forgive all.

    I must take His holy supper, I cleanse myself and recharge. With millions, perhaps billions, of others.

    I am deluded. I trust and pray that I am not.

    Why should I doubt? Nothing else seems as sure, while so many argue that there is no sufficient evidence.

    I believe Paul, of old. The Bible is true. The Book of Mormon, especially to my referred to source, says even more of the Messiahship of Jesus.

    He is my Savior. He is to millions. Billions.

    But He has me.

    Even when I perpetually fail in so many ways, by sins and errors, He saves and even exalts me.
    
    I love Him, as He loved me first. And last.

    The Alpha and Omega.


Distance from Family, Distance from Self

 Distance from Family, Distance from Self

    Most of us want intimacy, and to connect. When we are pushed away, when we feel isolated, alone, not connected or even not understood or accepted, we suffer.

    Yes? But many of us want to be isolated and alone, or eschew the very people or things that wish to commune with us!

    Ah, the paradoxes that we encounter and face.

    I wanted to talk to mom a few minutes ago. But, however, we all know that she has been gone for more than eleven years. My wife attended a memorial for the dead in a cemetery yesterday. All Saints Day. A Catholic tradition? A universal urge and instinct? Commune and connect to the past and the dead.

    These people reached out to their parents, their ancestors.

    We dream and we talk, we sing, and we dance.

    Like at the big football game yesterday. Lots of songs, quite a bit of dancing.

    Noises, sounds, cheers and jeers.

    Yells and chants, costumes and colors.

    She said she O.D.s on music. We all have our drugs.

    I met folks who attended Indiana University, or who are from the state. My native Hoosier place. Places.

    Of course, my parents went there because of Sierra Leone, and Kennedy, and Nixon sinking but before that saving himself with television.

    Ahh, the developments of Philo Farnsworth and all the creators and innovators, bringing us the technology and modern day advancements of where we are today and where we will go tomorrow.

    Shakespeare saw the future, but he saw the whole thing.

    Maybe.

    How much do we see?

    Distance from others, distance from ourselves. Closeness and proximity, how we come close to God or the sublime. Peace and tranquility, prosperity and hope.

    A good, even keel. Hemingway sought it all and many different ways.
    
    Like all other artists and livers.

    Count me, and you, among them.

    Amen.