Wednesday, August 12, 2026

When I Feel Less Than, or Inadequate, it Should not Lead to Depression or Envy

When I Feel Less Than, or Inadequate, it Should not Lead to Depression or Envy

    But it can. It does, for some moments. Or hours. Maybe days.

    However, some things will shake me from the doldrums. Others. A book. A song.

    Life and work, maybe family or wonder.

    I am not that bad.

    I can be really good!

    I can be high and hubristic.

    Not the best, prideful and pompous. Or more likely vain.

    Vanity, and wrong feelings.

    And maybe sloth and gluttony enter in.


    As we may be.

    This is how we can be. Could be.

    We are.


    I dance like a fool.

    I can think like one, too.

    We all do, and can.

    But: I may be redeemed.

    I will.

    And I will not think that that guy or that guy is so much better than me, and I less desirable.

    I am desirable, too.

A Favorite Author for Every Genre, Every Time

A Favorite Author for Every Genre,  Every Time, Every Place

    I asked a few teachers who their favorite authors were. English teachers. Henry David Thoreau, Toni Morrison. The English teacher from Peru was about... Juno someone? Well, at least a Dominican. But I think he is more into English. And Star Wars.

    When the two ladies asked me, I was kind of stuck. But then I replied: my favorite war author is Jeff Shaara. Yeah, that is an answer.

    But I have favorite authors for others things, all the other types.

    Right.

    Sci-fi? Arthur C. Clarke.

    Etcetera.

Patrick Corbin: One of the Biggest Losers of All Time, but a Champion and a Hero

Patrick Corbin: One of the Biggest Losers of All Time, but a Champion and a Hero

    The Nationals, a franchise that I have rooted for since 1981, acquired this guy in 2019. That Nats had been good for a good stretch. He helped push them over the top. The regular season pitching was bolstered by him, they qualified for the Wild Card, he contributed to the team going on and on and winning the whole enchilada, the Fall Classic, the 2019 World Series.

    Yes! Corbin et al were champions! Scherzer and Strasburg were the workhorses, but Corbin was a big reason why it all happened. Clutch hitting by many Nats was key, of course, too. It is a team sport.

    Of course, we then lost Rendon, and I think Scherzer, and then Strasburg to injury, and Trea Turner, and Soto... Patrick stuck around and racked up lots of losses. Check for sure, but I believe he had the most major league losses three years in a row. Ouch. He was making millions, but his overall record was going the wrong way.

    Now, a couple teams later, he is more competitive and is only slightly below .500. I believe he is only 34, with some years to go. 

    113 wins, 146 losses for the career. Only 180 or so major leaguers have accrued more losses, decisions as the losing thrower on record.

    But I like the guy, and I will always be thankful for him.

    He likely made far more money before 30 years-old than I will make in my life. He is doing all right.

    Long live Corbin. Now get some wins.

    Blog on.

Tuesday, August 11, 2026

Future You Tube Cast— Map Looking

 I think I could lead it and get some viewers.

Blog it.

Dixie Ault. Kind Sister, Faithful Woman, Mother and Friend

 Dixie Ault. Kind Sister, Faithful Woman, Mother and Friend

    I did not know her that well, but in many ways I think that I did. I grew up knowing her and all her kids. 

    An old family friend had just mentioned one her sons, Chris, one evening. She had passed the next day, or that is when I found out.

    I picture her in my memories from decades past: warm, loving, a great soul. 

    Her children bespeak part of her greatness. The eldest, Wayne, serve a mission in Japan, and moved to the DC area as a lawyer. Right? Then Chris, who perhaps stayed in Indiana and got into the coffin business. Right? Did he serve in Japan, too. I cannot remember. I thought that he was a wonderful baby sitter. Funny, classy guy. Maybe he served in Italy. Or was that Matt, who came next? I recall one of them showing photos and sharing memories and experience of the Roman peninsula.

    The last three I knew best. Tommy went to Taiwan. He loved it, he was blown away. He married a local girl from that island. Did he live in Paris, Illinois? Where I have family now? I bumped into him in Nauvoo, Illinois. That, maybe in 1997. Or 1998.

    April. A family and church friend who was my age. We hung out a few times growing up. She invited me to audition for a part in a musical our senior year. I made it and we did it. Amazing memory for me. Did she serve a mission? Hmmm. I think so? Man, my memory. Married and had kids. Like her brothers. Men and women of faith, like their mom and dad.

    Andy. We hung out quite a few times, upon him returning from his mission in Argentina. We later helped our friend Dave start up a charity. It did not last too long, But it helped some Guatemalan children have a better future.

    Dixie was part of our better past, present, and future. 

    She has now joined Curtis, another beloved part of my past, my hometown, my church, my life.

    Great and sweet memories trace back to the 1970s, and now on into the eternities.

    We love her, and everything that she was about. Family, God, church, and country.

    May we cherish her and her family forever.

Sunday, August 9, 2026

Bryce is Coming Up the List

 There he is, tied at 68th all time. 388 career homers.

64.Jim Edmonds (17)3937980LHR Log
65.Manny Machado (15, 33)3928683RHR Log
66.Graig Nettles (22)39010228LHR Log
67.Johnny Bench+ (17)3898674RHR Log
68.Paul Goldschmidt (16, 38)3889154RHR Log
 Bryce Harper (15, 33)3888164LHR Log
70.Aramis Ramírez (18)3868986RHR Log
71.Dwight Evans (20)38510569RHR Log
 Aaron Judge (11, 34)3855263RHR Log
73.Harold Baines+ (22)38411092LHR Log
74.Larry Walker+ (17)3838030LHR Log
75.Freddie Freeman (17, 36)3829852LHR Log
 Frank Howard (16)3827353RHR Log
 Ryan Howard (13)3826531LHR Log
 Jim Rice+ (16)3829058RHR Log
79.Albert Belle (12)3816676RHR Log
80.Orlando Cepeda+ (17)3798699RHR Log
 Tony Pérez+ (23)37910861RHR Log
82.Matt Williams (17)3787595RHR Log
83.Norm Cash (17)3777914LHR Log
 Jeff Kent+ (17)3779537RHR Lo

He was at 84th when we checked in May of this year.

Saturday, August 8, 2026

Ten Notes from Saturday - 2026

 Ten Notes from Saturday - 2026

    1. Prices of gas are too high, but have in many parts gone below 4.00 dollars per gallon. Yesterday in a distant county I paid 3.65.9, Friday. I drove there in order to be a character witness for a friend and colleague who is in a legal and family mess. I feel like I observed and learned a lot. I am always happier to see prices of gas per gallon some twenty or thirty cents less than I normally see it. I was in a smaller town; the courthouse reminded me of John Grisham novels. Small town souther fee.

    2. The United States has been getting low on munitions: missiles, bombs, and such. Iran has been hard to make capitulate. The current president blames the former U.S. president for giving missiles to Ukraine to combat Russia. The U.S. has to generate more munitions, which help stimulate the economy, but as of yesterday, our economy has some bad indicators, because the monthly jobs report yesterday showed the country has lost (LOST!) or gone down 23,000 jobs. And the summer has been really underwhelming and I cannot help but think that deporting immigrants and scaring them from going about, doing normal things like working and spending is hurting us.

    3. National Guard troops are roaming the streets of Washington D.C. There have been up to 5,000 there, They have assisted local law enforcent and emergency services, but I am not sure how effective they have been in their purpose. We like the National Guard. Some of us have it as a staple in our lives. As I write this.

    4. My son is to learn Portuguese. I wish to help here and there. My other son is learning Arabic. I would say he is fluent now,  but he will improve well now as he has an intensive program and a dedicated native speaking teacher. It is exciting and pretty amazing to me. I began my first classes in 1992. Before that I learned a few words from an Iraqi boy at church attending the scouting program, in which I had an assistant Scout master calling.

    5. Artificial Intelligece is a thing, according to the book Nexus by Yuval Harari and now the Coming Wave by Mustafa Suleyman. I used Gemini to ask it about myself and how I would blog. A couple were pretty spot on, but many of them made me out to be some business guru. That was weird. How to be a decisive decision maker. Is AI on crack sometimes? It is possibly as the aformentioned think: perhaps the robots and computers are devious, prevaricating, and might be plotting our demise. More later. We hope.

    OPEN Challenge the Devilish, diabolical bots and algorhythms?

    5. I have enjoyed setting the scene to people that I know about Saddam Haftar in current day Libya. Details and happenings that are hard to make up. Hafter, the father, with his big Virginia connections. 17 properties. We have probably driven past them.

    6. The Nationals have won a little since that seven game swoon, dragging them below .500. The White Sox are hanging in there. 

    Who really cares about baseball? My daughter's friend from San Diego does! Go Padres! Hang in there, Mariners. And the other nevers: Milwaukee, who else? I have written about them before.

    7. My childhood friend reached out and told me he is trying to get IU home game football tickets, and will attend with two other longtime friends and church members from Bloomington. They are B-town born and bred, like me. Although, perhaps Chris moved on permanently, while Rob did return a bit, like me, later in his twenties. But he was married, unlike me, the former "raging bachelor". Chris at work reacts funny to that notion...

    "Are we fighting?" That is hilarious. Brian says we need a laugh track to understand my jokes and humor.

    8. What else? Fires in Spokane, fires in Spaina and parts of France.

    9. Anything from Latin America? Political issues in Brazil, between leaders like Lula and Bolsonaro.

    10. Africa, Asia? The Marshall Islands? That came up at work lately.

    Okay, that is enough for now.

    Never.

    Love you.