Thursday, March 6, 2025

Paolita - Vignette of Love

 Paolita - Vignette of Love

    SCENE I

    Setting. Outside on a pleasant, peaceful, spring morning.

    Two missionaries walk the quiet, humble streets of Coihueco, a small town in the fertile valley of southern Chile, within site of the majestic Andes Mountains to the east. One young man, an Elder of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, is taller and has brown hair. He is nearing the end of his mission. His companion, shorter, with darker hair, and slightly darker complected, has five more months to serve his full-time mission for his faith. Along their walk some homes are small and very modest, surrounded by rickety fences of wood or metal. Other domiciles are larger with gardens and full walls of stone and cement. With little traffic to worry about, they walk on the cobblestone street. A man in a cart pulled by an ox moves past them.

    Elder Aguilar: I think that the family will appreciate this service to their daughter. She has not received much attention. The mother is busy with all the other children all the time.

    Elder Cluff: I hope that it makes a difference for Paolita herself. I am not a doctor or therapist, but her body could use some kind of exercise of her muscles and bones. Swill not improve without any attention. 

    Elder Aguilar: It's too bad that this small town does not have professionals that can help her. I am not sure how much that we can be of help, but I think the thought will go a long way. It will be worth it.

    Elder Cluff: I really hope so. I would rather be doing this kind of thing at the end of my mission than many other things.

SCENE II

    Setting. Inside the Ibanez home. The rooms are small, the floors are swept. Small children, including a baby, play around the kitchen, the living room, and in between. The mother, sister Ibanez, looks haggard as normal, but she has a warm smile looking at the two young men, who are not dressed in suits and ties as they would typically, but are wearing t-shirts, jeans, and tennis shoes. The young girl Paulita, is lying in her bed, shaking a little, and grits and grinds her teeth. She is a beautiful child, four years-old, but she is noticeably disformed, her small body is somewhat uncomfortable on the small floor mattress. She has a glean in her eyes as she looks at the missionaries enter her room.

    Elder Cluff: Hello, Paolita! How are you?

    Paulita smiles and hums. She cannot talk. 

    Elder Aguilar: Hey, we are here to do some exercises today. Does that sound all right?

    Paulita seems to be excited; her mangled hands move quickly, which indicate that she wants to do this. She makes happy utterances, and laughs. It is hard to tell what her mental capacity or maturity is. Perhaps she is like a one year-old. Elder Cluff thinks she is at the level of her proper age. She will turn five later the next year.

    The young missionaries moved her arms, up and down. The mother would watch from the doorway of the small bedroom. They would gently grab her ankles and make her stunted legs and knees move back and forth. They could all tell that Paulita like it, but it was not easy. She suffered from this disease from birth. Doctors could not figure out how to help her. Perhaps there was no cure. Elder Cluff thought that some interaction was better than nothing, if nothing else to show some care and compassion for this little girl and her mother, that people cared.

    Elders Cluff and Aguilar did this twice a week for the remainder of his mission, which was only a couple more months that Chilean spring. The river of the town flowed stronger with the melting snow from the distant range.

    SCENE III

    Setting. In the bedroom of Aaron Cluff. In the days before the Internet and emails, people had to communicate via postage, that could take a long time. After being home a few weeks, Elder Cluff--now--Aaron, as a returned missionary in his hometown, reacquainting himself with his family, he has sent a letter to Elder Aguilar and got one back a couple weeks later.

    It read:

    "Hello, my favorite companion! How are you? Are you adjusting to post missionary life? The branch here in Coihueco misses you, the whole town does! --it is not the same. But we are doing good things, doing the Lord's work. In answer to your question about Paulita, it has been amazing! Many members of the branch come to Sister Ibanez's house and help her with her exercises. Paulita and her mother love it, and the whole family love the members of the church. You did a great thing, Elder Cluff. Some people in the streets ask me, "Where is that friendly tall Chilean that you were always with?" 

    Aaron smiled and laughed. He exclaimed in Spanish a half dozen Chilean terms that meant "cool". He had worked really hard to blend in with the people, to be like them and with them, to talk like them and not be abrasive, as some foreigners were known to be, but to be warm and interactive. To listen and to be an active participant as an emissary of his and their beliefs and their God. Most of all Aaron wanted to do good, be good, serve a higher cause and love others as he was supposed to.

    SCENE IV

    Setting. The old house dining room table where Elder Cluff had stayed in Coihueco. Two years later. Aaron gets a chance through his college to do study abroad. He returns to Chile, at a small college only a half hour from Coihueco, the last area where he and Elder Aguilar tried to show their love and care to little Paulita the best they could. Aaron took the bus there and went visiting his old friends, first to the house, called a "pension", where he had lived his last three months in the country.

    It was a joyous reunion. 

    Clara: Oh, Elder! It is wonderful that you have come back to visit! So many of the young men from Gringolandia never return. Some have written letters but is so special that you have come back in person. We are so happy to have you! You must eat here! 

    Aaron: Thanks so much for the offer. I can have a bite here, with you, but there are quite a few people that I wanted to visit as well. How are the people doing? Has there been many changes?

    Clara: Well, the Fuenzalida family moved to Concepcion. The father got a job there. Little old Grandma Lopez finally passed away. Her funeral was so sweet, so beautiful.

    Aaron: Oh, yes, I remember them so much. They always treated me like a king. So gracious and hospitable. They lived in very humble circumstances, but always so generous.

    Clara: Well, Elder, this is how we Chileans are. We always treat the stranger with kindness and dignity.

    Aaron: So it is, yep. (Aaron spoke like the locals.)

    Clara: I am not sure if you knew about Sister Ibanez...

    Aaron: Sister Ibanez, the one who lives close to the downtown plaza, behind the chapel?

    Clara: Yes, Elder, her house burnt down, so sadly.

    Aaron: Oh, no! Were they all okay? No one hurt?

    Clara: They all got out, thank goodness. All those little children. 

    Aaron: I imagine Paolita must have been a special case to remove.

    Clara: Oh, you did not hear? 

    Aaron: No, what is that? What happened?

    Clara: Paolita passed away about a year ago. Her body was not strong enough to keep her spirit.

    Aaron: Oh, sister! I am so sorry to hear. I did not know. Thank you for telling me.

    The two discussed more details; Aaron made sure to find out about all of Clara's family, as that was the biggest source of concern in her life. Her son who was working on buses came by, Aaron and he, Marcelo, had a good time reminiscing. Aaron said his goodbyes, and proceeded to see the other people in the town that he knew. He could not find where Sister Ibanez had moved to. Perhaps she had left town after the fire. He thought about asking some neighbors, which he did at a couple of doors, but they were new residents and did not know.

    SCENE V:

    The flight home to the United States. It is similar to the one he took home with his fellow missionaries, but now it is deeper and richer than he could have imagined, full of the visits and new adventures that he had experienced by returning to the land of his mission. The people, the changes, the differences and novelties. Aaron sits by the window as they alight from Santiago on the long flight north. He is sitting next to a young woman. She is from Peru. They begin conversing; they both realize they have big spiritual beliefs in common. They are pretty deep into their conversation when the following occurs.

    Claudia: That is pretty impressive, two years of your life. Some people may not value the effect that you make on others and society, but I see it as an amazing time of personal growth and learning.

    Aaron: Sure, there is a lot in it for us. In the bigger, longer, scheme for those of us who believe in a God and heaven for all our souls, it is about everything. Eternal life and living together with Him in happiness is the ultimate goal. This life is only a part of it. One important step.

    Claudia: It is admirable that you have that view. So, you believe in angels?

    Aaron: Yes, most certainly. The scriptures are full of angels from heaven; in our Church today we know that angels of God have been to earth to visit us, and inspire us, and at times take care of us. 

    Claudia: Like guardian angels.

    Aaron: Yep. (The Chilean pronunciation and mannerism came out.)

    Claudia: Do you believe that you have your own guardian angels?

    Aaron: Yes, I believe I do have some. Not sure how or when or how many. My mom thinks she has them, like some of her deceased family, or others.

    Claudia: Do you know any of the names of your angels, your guardians and guides?

    Aaron thought about that a few beats. He got a little teary. He appreciated having a kind listener who respected his thoughts and challenged his own lines of thinking.

    Aaron: I think I do, thanks for making me think. Thinking of who they might be by name.

    Claudia: Would you share who it is? Their name?

    Aaron smiled and looked off into the clouds through the plane window, trying to shield the water in his eyes from being too visible to his passenger mate.

    Aaron: I am pretty sure there is one named Paolita.

    Claudia: Oh, how beautiful! Do you ever see her?

    Aaron paused a second, uttering his words weakly in volume because of the lump in his throat, but with an assured confidence.

    Aaron: I see her now.

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    THE END

    

    
    

    



    

    

Monday, March 3, 2025

Marx and Engels Thought that they Figured it Out

Marx and Engels Thought that they Figured it Out

    Yeah. Let's talk about how that worked out.

    It's still ongoing. For sure.

        They wanted a eight-hour work day. Yeah, most of us are qualified as such for such work.

    So much of our lives are based on that paradigm. Do we thank Marx and Engels? Karl and Friederich?

    The afterward, which was written by an academic around 1999, spoke of how much it actually propped up capitalism.

    Capitalism and wealth rules. But we need taxes to help all, plus the poor. And, we need programs to help the poor.

Saturday, March 1, 2025

Leaves Blowing

 Leaves Blowing

        The wind was blowing the leaves across the wide courts in the sunny, sunny, morning.

    This made me want to write some poetry. Some would paint a picture, a painting. Take some photos. Write a story, film a short. Compose some music. Smile and laugh, or quietly convalesce in feelings of nostalgia, or euphoria, or some kind of happy, contented, sentiment.

    Yes, happy. We had a long, or cold and more than normal amount of snow, winter. Three weeks remain on the calendar, but the temperatures have risen well above freezing. Leaves, dead from last fall (before Donald Trump won again, and imposed Musk and DOGE and now bantering with the long-pilloried president of Ukraine.)

    I feel for Mr. Zelensky. We do not know what he has gone through. I think of him as heroic. He can tell us the travails of deadly and hostile Russia.

    It's March.
 
    We hope the war in Ukraine and Russia will stop. We pray the Palestinians and Israelis can find some places of peace. There is Congo, and also Sudan.

    Have the Chinese stopped torturing and enslaving the Muslim Uigher?

    Is Syria doing better? How is Yemen?

    I enjoyed the leaves blowing swiftly across the wide courts on this blustery, sunny, non-freezing March day. We look forward to warmer, more peaceful, and fun days to come.


Thursday, February 27, 2025

Communist Manifesto Musings

Communist Manifesto Musings

    I checked it out from the library, and I am finally reading it. I learned quite a bit about Communism and Russia and other countries and its movements as a kid. Back during the Cold War, the 1980s was my time of learning and awakening.

    Ahh, the 1980s! Full of intrigue and nuclear threats! The Iron Curtain was in full effect, until it wasn't.

    But here we are, here I am, halfway through the 2020s, what I used to think was so far away, like science fiction years. A quarter of the way, almost, through the 21st century. Like my dad who is alive and kicking at 87, I still have most of my faculties.

    About time to read this thing. I had learned about it vicariously over the years. Articles, professors, textbooks. Reports and individual interpretations. Movies and characters.

    UltraMega88 from the blogging times of 2006. 

    I am old. Older. Time to get the stuff from the horse's mouths. Marx and Engels. 

    Communists. Atheists. (Ultra would counter that, that crazy, nutty, Phillie Phan.)

    Anyway... I am most of the way through, it is not that long. But it is robust and has its power, its charms. And pre and post analysis. Perhaps forever.

    What was wrong about it, what was right? The eight hour work day, not lessened by France...
    
    Marx and Engels way back in the 1840s. The seeds run deep.

    And thus, I learn. I ponder. I ruminate.

    And write.

    Blog on.

Do Not Fret

 Do Not Fret

    What scares you most? Can we make some lists? 

    1. Dying a terrible death.

    2. Killing another person by accident or in an awful way

    3. Starving to death

    4. Dying of a hideous illness

    5. Being tortured, or tortured to death

    6. Okay, all kinds of death scenarios are scary, or horrific things.

    7. Outside of death, what else scares us?

    8. Lots of things: sexual circumstances like assault. Or being indiscrete

    9. Running out of money.

    10. Being poor

    11. Being chased by a terrorist, criminal, wild animal

    12. Being bit or stung by a mean or venomous animal

    13. Losing a limb, eyesight, hearing, vital organ or body part

    14. Being taken over by a foreign power

    15. Being terrorized or intimidated by thugs or others with power

    16. Being taunted by those that we have no recourse about

    17. Making a huge mistake that gets people hurt, or lose money, or embarrasses oneself or others that is hard to undo

    18. Getting fired

    19. Being in a car wreck

    20. Being wrong

    21. Being too rude or offensive

    22. Falling from a very big height

    23. Being in a natural catastrophe

    24. There are so many things

    25. Running out of things that are vital

    Okay, that is enough.

    Blog away, and don't be scared. 

    It should be okay.

    Oh, yeah. 

26. Aliens take over the earth. 

Wednesday, February 26, 2025

Millions and Billions have had it Worse, so We (I) Should Not Complain or Fret

Millions and Billions have had it Worse, so We (I) Should Not Complain or Fret

    Lately I can look at a few things negatively, and worse yet, be down on myself. And that is not good. Depression affected my mom, and likely affected other family members, so it makes me wonder some about me. Mental health is not always easy.
    
    I try to be a realist, with correct or accurate interpretations of things. I like to be optimistic, generally, but reality means that I cannot always see or expect everything to be cheery and hopeful. That includes me. I have plenty of things that I need to be better at, and more to the point, there are some things that I will never master nor achieve in this life.

    It is good to keep things in perspective, to know that I do have things in my life and my surroundings so much better than so many others. I have been blessed by so many people and circumstances all my life. No question, no doubt. Blessed, lucky, fortunate, favored. I can cite hundreds if not thousands of cases of millions and billions of people who have not had it as good as me.

    Therefore, I need to keep a stiff upper lip, or maintain and steady resolve, hold to mental resiliency, as I have been coached and trained and exhorted to do.

    I am a Christian, therefore I can rely on faith and the greater good of God that all things will work for my and others' good and favor. 

    Yes, many have had it worse than me. I have had friends and colleagues taking their own lives, thinking that things were not going to get better, as far as I understand.

    We all must hang on, stay strong, and do what we can. Never give up.

    Never. Give. Up.

    And look to the Lord and live. Preach it.

    Blog it.

Tuesday, February 25, 2025

The Lowest Rated Men's Basketball Teams with Winning Records, Last Week of February '25

The Lowest Rated Men's Basketball Teams with Winning Records, Last Week of February '25

    Team Rankings has UMass Lowell at 231 overall, out of 364 programs, with a 13-12 record.

    Next is South Dakota at 230, who are 14-12.

    I will figure out how they figure within their respective conferences.

    Then we have #220 Bucknell at 15-14.

   At # 218 is Little Rock 16-11. Five over .500 is okay. For over 200th best, this record is decent.

    Give credit to Manhattan at 227 and Eastern Michigan 219, for being 12-12 and 13-13, respectively. 

    Southern Illinois U - Edwardsville is 16-10, rated in RPI at 214.

    Army is 14-12, (but losing tonight?) at #207.

    Cal Baptist is 13-13, #202. Oh, forgot Drexel at 14-14 and 211. We have a handful of .500 squads.

    Youngstown State is 17-11, but only rated #201. I interchange ranked and rated, which are not the same. Some teams are ranked much higher than their RPI ratings, especially BYU who made the top 25 this past week, but Team Rankings has them higher than my slightly resurgent Hoosiers, which they hav the former at 59 and IU at 50. Brigham Young is 18-9 while IU is 16-11. Indiana played a harder pre-conference schedule... Got pummeled by Louisville and Gonzaga. Indiana had more close losses.

    Who else has winning records but not rated highly? SE Louisiana, 16-11 (198), Longwood 14-12 (196), E. Kentucky 15-13 (195), Texas A&M -CC 13-13 (193, .500 for now), Brown 12-11 (190), UC- Santa Barbara 16-10 (188), and there are more. 

    I will work on the others later. Publishing now.